"I'm sorry for the way I let go
Of everything I wanted when you came along
But I am never beaten, broken nor defeated
I know next to you is NOT where I belong
And it's a little too late for any explanations
There isn't anything you can do..."
Been humming this song since the past hour. Sheila on 7; Dan was the song I listened over & over again since morning. Came afternoon, mood changed right after I received a rather disturbing text from someone I didn't expect will ever contacted me again. After what happened & what's been said & told...I don't favor the term 'us' any longer. Enough is enough; I have everything under control now.
Things are flowing quite my way currently...why do u need to stir up that calmness? Do u really need to be that viscous? sigh sigh sigh what u said or did is utterly annoying! U were supposed to vanish & never to be seen nor heard. Because darling; ur presence contaminate my brisk environment.
Just found out that u finally discovered the existence of this blog. Thanks to the big-mouth friend of urs. And for ur effort to track me in the virtual world. I'm sure u must be proud upon reading few of my posts about u. But hey; I am just being me. Fret not, I have stopped writing stories about u & me. There's no other thing to write about anymore...and I dislike the unfair game u introduced to me.
Because darling; I don't compete with someone incompatible. Opps.