berbabak2 sebabak on Rabu-day. Oh yeah, kalau hari biasa aku enjoyed menDQkan diri...sila jangan imagine kalau aku DQ disebabkan PMS. Boleh tahan comel kot. Or as per Laura;
"Overly dramatic; that's the daily u. So I never want to imagine when u're PMS-ing".
Like; hello. Perlukah keluar statement kejam?
Alkisah...semalam aku langsung ndak tidur. I don't know what has gone wrong with my system but seriously?
Only 3 cups of nescafe is enough to keep me awake. Buntang mata macam kelawar? Aku gagal belayar dengan aman damai. I think I finally managed to sail at 3 o'clock on THIS VERY MORNING...but woke up approximately 20 minutes later! Rasa macam mau makan penampar. ugh. And I proudly went back sailing around 430am. Woke up 5 minutes before 8am...therefore terhasil kejadian melompat macam katak turun katil & lari meluru masuk bathroom to take my shower. I was bloody late for work! I ain't gonna reach cafe in an hour time...itu harus ridiculous. Getting ready to work will probably take 30 minutes...mau merempuh jalan nan ndak berapa jauh lagi. Yet, aku berjaya arrived cafe 10 minutes before 9am. Walawei...mandi express, bersiap express. And drive cermat jiwa selamat, chop!
Because I was sleep deprived...mata harus macam panda. Biar tepek berapa inci foundation nor concealer. Duh; as if u did apply some. And part paling dramatic...I became extra cranky the moment I stepped on the office. Even the simplest thing seems to be too impossible to be accepted. Let alone ignored. I told myself to compress the anger...and just
sell show my pinkest smile. Kalau ada. Little did I know that by compressing the anger will only make things even worst. I want to punch & kick everyone that I feel annoyed at; the whole day! Phew. Line phone buat hal; pun satu masalah problemo. Menahan sehabis baik & came afternoon...all hell breaks loose. Aku meroyan sendirian inside the oh-so-chilly office. Well at least, chill enough to cool the flame down. Alhamdullilah.
To turn any remaining flame; off...I decided to hop into the car & just drive away. Boleh jak aku sampai Karambunai tadi. Dada rasa ringan when it's vanishing. Stopped by at mother's place...had lunch there with the bro. Went back to the cafe after. Fuhh! Betul drama semaksima mungkin. Unstable hormone level hit the normal stage soon after I found out menses has started it's cycle. Ndak ka itu bingai sayur pahit? Perempuan oh perempuan...asal ada ndak kena, hormon juga kau blame. Oh so lucky u!
Miss G & Ms. L became my punching bags along the whole topsy-turvy moment. Thanks ladies for willing to swallow whatever things I said & did just now. Told myself many times already; I am indeed surrounded by beautiful angels. For that, I shall reduce my gripe & be more grateful. Ahaks. And I met kakak besar a.k.a si Laura for dinner at Cawan's. It's an evening for a curhat session between the sisters. Poyo!
Great dinner & great companion wrapped my Rabu. Blessed! Dari awal pagi sudah set the mind it's gonna be one helluva day...padan muka.
Note to myself: Sila fikir positif di hari lain regardless how dreadful the day started.