Still, Marry Moi?

Otak adalah rasmi sakit. Jiwa adalah rasmi bercalar. Hati adalah rasmi terbakar. Aku pasti apa yang bertapuk di sebalik kekacauan ini...but sorry, I ain't gonna reveal anything in here. Biar diri sendiri simpan...biar syok sendiri.

Kalau aku pilih untuk muntahkan di sini, lots of things needed to be consider. Nanti ada pihak tersinggung hati. Ada lagi yang perasan dipersalah. Ada lagi yang tiba² ada perasaan mau makan cili orang lain. Because peeps, there are people out there who enjoyed misinterpreting things I said. People who love directing my fugly shorty index finger to their face(s).

Sometimes aku lupa siapa empunya blog ini. Biarlah aku dengan drama kompleks ini. As long as I don't run around chasing people while holding a knife on my hand; with the intention to stab them at the heart...then I guess there's nothing to worry about. Gwenchana-yo for I'm still far from insanity. And who could second that fact?

I woke up early this morning; as planned. Vac-ed the house, cleared the clothe-line, laundry. What? Again? Ok here's new...wiped the furniture, clean up the bathroom bla bla bla. I surely utilized my free time doing worthy things, right. Enjoyed the sweat stimulation activity despite the not in the comfortable zone feeling I'm battling right now.

Reason for this peculiar being is much aware by the tuan badan. Really, I seriously need to get away from this whole topsy-turvydom. I don't favor the air in this disorder phase...harus beredar secepat mungkin. Bisa² gue jadi nggak siuman. And NO Grunge...the spirulina I took has got nothing to do with the swing. Sekian.

Ok, mari lari dari ayat² downhearted. Avoid urself from being such a melancholic miss Err. Stop the drama...cease the frustration. Like, NOW.

To overcome the empty heart feeling...nothing beat the wonder my Kdramas could give. Apart from being accompanied by the new novel Jac got for me...I killed the not so great mood of mine downloading movie. Apalagi kalau bukan dari negara itu kan.

Currently hooking myself with the drama below. Still, Marry Me* or The Women Who Still Wants to Marry* has the similar storyline as Dal Ja's S*pring (refer 2^nd pic). Single woman (both movies pun guna umur 30+) looking for the man of their life & ended up falling in love with man years younger than them.

Kim Bum (Min Jae) is super hot but no one could ever replace my John Hoon (Yul).

Neither could Lee Min Ki (Tae Bong). BUT still I am giving Laura the ultimatum to choose between these 2 hunks. She couldn't have both. Ndak boleh tamak...nanti rugi banyak.

These movies do impart inspiration but I just couldn't put the idea onto my own life. Let alone applying it. Because I'm not into guy that is younger than me...*knock wood* tapi orang bilang kalau sudah jodoh, then what else could I say nor do. Kena terima ketentuan Allah, cik Err oi. Yalah dalam movie semua indah belaka...tapi bukan kah storyline tu diorang adapt dari real life juga? Pffttt.

Above all, I highly recommended these flicks. As usual, mode ketawa & sedih combined. Mixed feelings embrace me whenever I watch their films. Emo itu perlu ok.

Sungkai with my YS ladies this evening...can't wait. And gonna meet Aniki after the iftar. Bliss!

My so-called recipe...hampas ada

Bukan lah terer masak sangat...orang bilang bolehlah buat perut sendiri kenyang & perut orang lain cirbir.

As requested by my beloved PPGs; Grunge & Mel...here I present my very own way of cooking my fav dish; hamcoi ayam. And recently this has become Grunge's fav as well. Soon Mel will follow the step I assume.

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Left to right (upper) & left to right (bottom):

1. Wash the salted veggie entirely. Celah² daun as well. It's important as to wash away the remaining preservatives.

2. The other main ingredients. Onion, Ginger, Cili Padi, Hirisan Ayam (but I prefer tulang belulang)

3. Tumis all the above except ayam.

Note: Sila guna minyak banyak dari biasa untuk kesan lebih umphh.

4. Bila tumisan lebih kurang garing, put in the chic. DO NOT add any water. Kena rajin stir as to avoid adegan perlekatan isi ayam + badan kuali.

5. Agak ayam half-cook, baru masuk hamcoi. And add some water. Stir & stir.

6. Cover the pan...and tunggu till air kering. It's done when u hear the 'chrip chrip' oil sound. I know it sounded tongol but hey, that's what my mother taught me. And it's proven berkesan. Ara?

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I don't really have specific recipe for this dish. Like what I always tell the ladies, I cook hamcoi ayam ikut suka jiwa raga. Main buang semua dalam kuali & voila, it's done.

This is the outcome. The pic might not look that scrumptious...but wait till u taste it. Wah gitu...perasan maut. But Grunge would vouch me on this. Also the rest of the ladies who have tasted this dish. Bukan sebab aku masak, tapi sayur ni memang super sedap.

After iftar & selesai urusan with Him...I started the task I've been procrastinating since last Sun. Bravo lazy-bone cik Err.

Told so, memang ada supervisor kalau buat kerja di rumah. Folded the piling clothes with Cheeloh monitoring. Done in less than 30minutes. Alhamdulillah.

And later, I moved to the kitchen. Mother assigned me a task earlier this morning. That is to transfer the raya cookies into a proper containers. Alkisah supaya nampak kemas. Yes, it's so mother.

Raya cookies adalah pada kadar berpatutan...we don't intend to organized any open house this year. Sekian.

Ok gonna hit the sack early tonight. Tomorrow there's more tasks to do. Need to wake up early...ndak baik perempuan bangun lewat tiap hari. Rezeki jadi mahal sama diri.

Hands on the new novel last night...siokness.

Bila Monday tiba...

A very half-productive Monday for me. Woke up late. Like I said in my previous post, I am so gonna use the holiday opportunity wisely. Resumed my sleep after SuPra. Haruskah tabiat bongos dipraktik?

Did a little bit of house chores after bathe. Loaded the dirty curtains into the washing machines & while waiting for it to finish I killed the time surfing the net; searching for movies to download. Cleared the clothes-line. And because I was too lazy to fold the dry-out clothes, I have brilliantly left myself with piles of unfolded clothes in the room. Will get them folded by tonight; before mom blows her flageolet. I also managed to hang the curtains up. Bravo me...superwoman kan.

The weather's been rather gloomy since morning. And the children got carried away with the gloominess. DQ kejangkitan. There wasn't a sight of them running & chasing around the house. Aman sikit jiwa aku buat kerja. Kalau ndak, ada jak yang supervise apa aku buat.

This was what they did the whole day. Soundly sleeping on my bed. Tempat beradu harus mau best jak.

Note: Cheeloh & Cafe do like sleeping next to each other. And mind u, both are MALE. Speaking of a gay 'cat' partner ya'll.

Towards the evening, Cafe got out from my room. Kerana panas, he decided to sleep by the window. Mengambil angin petang. Betul² next to where I sat. Attention seeker by nature that he is. Sayang Cafe.

Last Sunday, while mother & I were busy cleaning the house, seems that Cafe has found new friends. Lucky he didn't grrr at them.

Did some re-coordinating to my bedroom as well. Swifted the position of the bag-hanger with the side tables. Nothing much I could do since mother refuse to help me move my super heavy closet. Will put the curtains up this Thurs...also change the bedsheets. Betul kau poyo semangat raya kan cik Err...padahal puasa bukan penuh.

To Grunge whom requested me to upload a pic of my so-called living area...this is the best I could show off to u darl. U'll need to come over to my house to see the rest. Duigia cakap macam saya ubah layout tu rumah kan. That's the sofa u asked the other day. Area rasmi saya minta puji tinguk tv sudah tu sekarang. Tongol kan.

On another note, Mel & Grunge bespoken the recipe for hamcoi ayam just now. I'm gonna cook hamcoi, hence become my meal for iftar today. So as to fulfill their request. Will post about it in my next entry. Hmm as if recipe kau tu paling voom kan. Walhal nan ado.

I is craving for Aniki. Gonna meet him tomorrow after iftar; together with Kizzy & Zai.

Gue bangun agak lewat pagi tadi. Harus ambil kesempatan selagi boleh. Time cuti² ni kunun mau ubah tu biological clock. Bagus betul perempuan bangun lambat kan cik Err

Today's sweat stimulation activity started out at 1030am at nenek-datuk-aunty Ana's resting place. Peluh sangat...kentut adalah. We did some cleaning at their 'homes'. Letak pebbles lebih kurang.

Hmm kalau ikut aku, memang malas menghias bagai. For me, it is better & more appropriate to read the Koran. With the intention untuk sedekah. Lagi berkat, boleh tambah bekalan dorang di 'sana'. But since the 'seniors' instructed us, therefore kena jadi patuh pada arahan. In fact we've got nothing to lose anyway, tu kira benda sunat juga kan. Insya Allah, dapat pahala lagi.

After MagPra, mother & I headed to Peppermint Cafe at Karamunsing Capital. Had our breaking-of-fast there. Ngedate sama ibunda jak lah aku ni sekarang. Chenta hati, bila kah akan berbuka bersama?

Later we went to Kaison, Centre Point. And dengan rasmi declare, aku adalah chenta ama store itu. Chenta yang tahap jiwa digigit the mood swifted to pink color. Wah gitu. I'm in love with everything they have in that store. The price is affordable I wanna buy them all. *sambil cakap pegang dada* Will go there again this Weds...I've laid eyes on some of the items there. Otak pun ligat bekerja... imagining the most suitable deco for the home also my bedroom.

With store like Kaison, I ain't need expensive stuffs to decorate the house anymore. Nantikan hasil dari idea separa kreatif aku. Will get them uploaded once I've accomplished my so-called raya mission.

Oh by the way, the cousin from Kolumpur arrived this afternoon. Bringing along THINGS Angah bought for me. I is like! Face cleanser & scrub wash I accidentally left at Angah's since June, finally balik KK as well. Ngeh~~thanks cuzzy for the susah payah. As for the baju kurung, instead of white Angah bought the brown one. Berfikir jap aku mau bayar ka ndak ni...bukan ndak puas hati ok tapi ada sikit ralat jak. Duhh...bukan sama jak ka tu.

Juga 1st time bertemu empat mata with the new pink shawl that cost ratusan RM. Harus pingsan! Don't know what has possess Angah's mind to give me such gift for my birthday. Gila kau..that's too expensive a shawl. Sekali tinguk kain lebih kurang dengan shawl RM8 aku. Ok fine, brand Arianni & Harmony memang beda jauh sekali. Ayat penyedap rasa. But seriously I couldn't tell the difference. Perhaps, aku akan jadi lawa berkilau² kalau pakai shawl tu. Hmm we'll see what happened when I wear it later. Kizzy suggested that I should smile all the time upon wearing it...baru naik seri kunun. Great idea I guess...just that smile doesn't always sync with myself. Tu yang haru.

Pembaziran; perbuatan Allah kutuk lagi² dibuat time Ramadhan ni. What to do...it's a gift. Mau whine nanti Angah bilang aku ndak bersyukur. Nevertheless, I am uber grateful atas semua rezeki nan murah ni. I really am.

Doa ku janganlah sampai riak ndak hengat dunia bila bermandikan tu semua. Insya Allah.

Super best

Last night was the PPGs weekly 'meeting' at Yoyo, Lintas. Main agenda was to discuss about our Bercuti Raya trip next Saturday. It's Jess' first meeting with us after changing her status to Mrs. She colored her hair back to black...and my, she looks radiant. Tu aura bahagia sudah memancar gitu.

No more 'blond jokes' from her in the future...Grunge won't have point to tease her anymore. Hmm harus cari point lain ni tau. Tapi semalam menyaksikan point c Laura a.k.a The Chief. And I will never forget the paddy thingy; my whole life. It seems that Jess' blondness has transmitted to her. Kesian deh lor.

We have so much fun talking & laughing. Things I always love when being surrounded by these beautiful tongol ladies. We make fun out of everything. Masa pun ndak kesedaran berlari laju. Tiap kali jumpa, mesti ada tagline baru. Gumbira. *Saya tulung tension untuk kau*

I got these. Finally, my hands on the latest masterpiece of my fav Indonesian author. Thanks to Jacqueline for the book. Also the yummy tiramisu cookies all the way from Singapore. Thanks Rosmah!

Oh...because I like enjoyed making so much complain of the stubborn migraine, constant urination, back ache; I decided to try the thing above. Laura's been nagging on why I should take it; since forever. Each time I opened my mouth to gripe about my not so well being, one compulsory words I will hear from her. "Makan tu spirulina...minum lots & lots of plain water."

Oh yeah...rest assure about the spirulina darling. Itu gue bole guarantee akan habis masuk perut. But not the latter, as u know that I can't promise. Tawar & payau the throat refused to let it pass. Punya gaya mengada...padahal dulu boleh telan air paip lagi. Choii. I took 5 tablets of the spirulina during the sahur & ended up being in the toilet bercirbir not long after. Punya cepat tu reaction. Ngeh~

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Today marked the first day of my 2 weeks raya holiday. Purposely woke up a bit late. After shower, mission with mother began. Since this is the last week of Ramadhan, we decided to redecorate the house. Decorate sangat...as if rumah kau tu standard banglo besar cik Err. Ok tukar more appropriate ayat...rearranging & cleaning. Amatlah 'besar' we finished everything after the break-of-fast.

Aku adalah rasmi penat...kelenjar peluh bekerja super aktif since morning. Alhamdulillah. Best macam ni sebab ndak sedar pun aku puasa. Tau² jak dekat Maghrib sudah. We only had drink for buka puasa at home. Later after MagPra baru makan berat sikit at Kak Nong's. Berbaloi² penat ni hari...dinner was on mother. I is like sebab jimat. The kemut cik Err!

10 malam terakhir dalam Ramadhan adalah malam di mana malaikat² Allah terbang bebas ke rumah² untuk memberi rahmat. Alangkah beruntung siapa yang berjaga malam, beribadat kepada Nya. Aku mahu tergolong dalam kelompok itu, Insya Allah dengan izin Nya.