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Toothache took away my excitement to blog; since yesterday. ugh ugh ugh

Went to Sari's solemnization albeit having posted earlier I might not be going because Mel couldn't make it too. Turned out Nor misread the invitation card. She told us it's at 11am when actually the event took place at 3pm. Since Mel finished her work at 2pm, hence we decided to go. Took us nearly an hour to reach the house, thanks to Nor's skill in guiding way. With only 1 mislead direction from her, we took the wrong junction & nearly made us reach Kota Belud. Ok, exaggerating!

But seriously, we're on the road heading to Kota Belud when Mel called Nor asking her the roundabout we shall find after a junction. Knowing that she has lead us to a wrong direction, we decided to make a u-turn & followed every possible road to a resort near Sari's house. Alhamdulillah, we eventually arrived. And yeah, we missed the most meaningful moment of the event. Yet we pay no mind to it because what's more important is for the event to be success. It's better late than never; so the saying goes. Sari was happy to see us for coming to celebrate her big day. It was also sort of reunion for us after years of not seeing each other. Extended blissfulness.

Ida; whom I haven't seen for nearly 7 years came all the way from Miri with her family. Just for the wedding. It's been long indeed since we gathered together like yesterday. Housemates during my diploma years. Almost all were there except for Yang; whom is in Kolumpor while Dana, Bibi & Dolly attended the reception today. Too many stories to share yet too little time to do so. I cherished the little moment with them nonetheless. Uhuk, feel like walking down the memory lane.

Truth is, Mel & I still couldn't plant the idea in our mind that Sari is married. Because in our head, Sari is always the one that goes against the law attraction of love & all those couple-mouple stuff.

Well Bie, it's proven that people changed. It's been like 8 years since u ladies left the house ok. So wake up now. U obviously is stuck in the denial phase for too long. Aishh mau dirotan tau.

Ok I think I shall stop mumbling now. Lets jamu cuci mata few pictures I managed to snap. Sila tahu, ndak da gambar nikah ah. We're little too late...remember.

The newly wed. Cikgu Sari & Cikgu Nodi.

*Mild imagination of mine: Since both are teachers, I wonder what language they use to converse. Sari teaches Science while the husband teaches Eng...hmm hmm interesting*

Our gorgeous beautiful friend; is officially a wifey now. Sob sob sob; sebak.

L-R: Ida, Nor, SARI, Moi, Mel. Us housemates during diploma years. 2001-2003

Missing in the pic: Mrs (Yang Azliyang, Bibiana & Nur DIana) & Miss Dolly Nicole.

As usual...at every wedding (close friends ONLY), invading the dais is what we enjoyed the most. Ambil berkat weiii.

I'll upload the pictures from the reception this evening soon after Mel emails them to me. No pictures taken from my camera except the ones I took using the handphone's camera. I purposely left Blackie inside Darling because I was too lazy to carry him around. I feel like he's getting bulky-er nowadays. Hampas!

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Wii Wii

It's almost 2am & I couldn't sail to dreamland as yet. Too much stuffing the tummy just now...I feel extremely guilty to myself. Iya, guilty KUNUN ada. Been acting like a pure glutton since early this week. I feel hungry 24/7. Guess I've successfully nurture a hunger beast, huh. Beast that can only stay inside the stomach & grow there. It can't withstand the weather/temperature outside. I'll try my best to snap his picture later on...kena guna camera mikroskopik nampak gaya since there's no way he's gonna come out. Oh yeah, merapu tengah malam.

I seriously hope I could get this post published by tonight. Oh please jangan tidur without completing what u've started Bie. Buruk ok perangai gitu. Mode: Omelan kata chenta untuk diri sendiri.

Cafe is trying hard to get some sleep near my right foot. In which he chose to be his pillow for now. He mumbled & meowed for hours just to make me step in the bedroom & sleep with him. Lagi bidak, memaksa bawa tidur. I wasn't ready to hit the sack so I pretended as if I'm going to. He joined me not long after. Because I was pretty confident he won't wake up if I moved away from the bed...it surprised me when I suddenly feel like being bitten at the foot soon after I got myself up. Cafe main buyuk...unfair ok kalau pakai gigit segala. Ugh

Cheeloh is already asleep while I type this. Corridor at my right hand side...also in her deep sleep. Harus tidur dengan pose kangkangan maut ok. I want to resume saving Princess Isabelle *erm Belle, bukan u ok* but guess that has to wait, Cafe is still awake. I don't want him to disturb my concentration playing game with his oh-so-annoying ear piercing meow. I lurve the children nonetheless. Albeit their head throbbing behaviour in times.

Supposely I have wedding to attend at 11 this morning. Mel has thing to do & couldn't come to the solemnization. So I think I'm not coming either. Don't wanna get lost in searching for Sari's house; alone. Ok I heard u, lame excuse! But we definitely will attend the reception tomorrow. With Nor as the guide of course.

*yawn* teary eyes. I think it's time to sail already. Will update more later.

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Lazy Bonts

Salam all.

Woot...I just got back from sending Laura to her house, half an hour ago. Such a drama for lasses who supposed to be in Tawau tonight but flight was cancelled due to bad weather. Oh I was NOT the unfortunate lass...because outstation is a word I'd long kissed goodbye.

Yeah, I got a company tonight. Apart from Cheeloh, Cafe & Corridor; I have human sleeping soundly next to me. Another friend of mine who works in Tawau, came to KK this morning to send some important documents & supposed to get back in the evening. Same flight with Laura...encountered the similar fate; flight cancelled. They have early flight to catch tomorrow morning. MAS compensate the unfortunate passenger with accommodation...but I offered forcedher to just spend the night at my lil crib.
Anyway, I'm currently lying on my oh so comfy bed...updating the blog through my precious mobile. Bliss of having the wireless modem at home. I can go online wherever I wish. Mode: Promo product orang lain dengan poyo sungguh.
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The friend from Tawau; cik Zie.

Big sister who were scheduled for an outstation to Tawau...can only start inspecting her sites of work this morning.
Those 2 pictures above were uploaded seconds ago.
zZZzzzz...ahaks, something to reveal here. While typing the above paragraphs; I accidentally felt asleep. I might have been uber exhausted. I woke up this morning to the alarm buzz...and I still have the phone on my palm, genggam erat ok. Since it's already in the draft folder, I decided to just continue.
I did nothing out of ordinary today. Update my filing at the office. Going to close this year's files after I returned from my holiday. And oh, did some sweat yielding activity as well. Rearrange the office cum stock room. Ultimate satisfaction with the new look of my workplace. IF only I could make all the stocks invisible to the naked eyes...harus lebih ganteng kantor gue.
I purposely shipwrecked the office.

Main area for lepak-ing. Juga tempat proses taik mata. Cover-less cushions because I was gonna send them to the laundry.

The items I wish to make unseeable.

Some of the equipments & appliances stored in the office temporarily because cafe will be temporary close beginning next week.

Oh yeah, sedap sikit mata memandang. At least, this looks less wrecked. Note: Papers on the table hanya deco semata, kunun lah tunjuk bekerja sikit nan ado. White boards will be on the wall before the cafe reopen. I have to inform bro to drill them...lagi best time aku ndak da dalam upis.
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Aku Kunun

Menses cycling in a bit I guess. Been suffering from the pre-MS for days already. I can stand with the muscle-cramped & other sort of pain associated with menses...but one thing. The fuming flame of anger waiting to burst in the chest. In which has become pretty controlable by now. Syukur. Although I'm not quite sure when had I finally took control of the explosive anger, I thank Allah for giving me the strength to be able to manage & channel the anger to a more civilized way.

I used to be oh so impossible & ridiculously insane when I'm on my menses...but slowly, those intolerable being somehow lessen down. Perhaps as the age grows; maturity comes knocking in parallel. Or maybe, I had enough of the flame already. The body eventually get bored & sick of it. Oh yeah.

Burning heart all the time afterall, isnt't good for health. Neither to the face. Wrinkles will come creeping in multiple rate. Oh heaven, it is one of the thing I wanna get rid of. If given the power to do so. Right!

Did literally nothing today. Woke up early, made breakfast for mother & I. And oh, went out in the evening. Had tea with cousins & aunties at FY, Gaya St. Dear aunty promised to belanja me sometime ago practically over something I can't quite remember. Woot, thanks mucho aunt.

Can't wait for my trip to Kolumpur though. Mother will be lone ranger for 2 weeks time. Brother left for Mabul the same day as I. Still have few days left yet mother has given me list of tasks I have to complete prior going. Aduhai betul busuk hati tau. LOL

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Hijrah Sudahkah Aku?

Assalamualaikum

Salam Maal Hijrah 1431-1432H to all.

Mode sopan santun paling ayu kuyu harus di-activate on the spot. Ngeh~~sebab aku ndak reti berformal segala. Bahasa² rasmi lembut lidah sudah bertahun aku simpan dalam peti. Banyak terlampau khazanah aku malas mau mengurik mencari segala sudah.

A year has passed. Alhamdulillah I thanked Allah the Almighty for everything that He has bestowed upon me. Paling penting, I am uber grateful for still being given the chance to breathe. And dapat beribadah di dunia milik Nya. How time flies...looking back, I really wish to amend certain things only to become a better me. But I also realized that things happened for a reason. The consequence is His to determined; we can only plan & choose the path to walk upon. Baik buruk jalan yang dipilih itu depends on ones ingenuity. Regardless what path one chose, the end result has long been written in the book of life. Bezanya hanya cara yang digunakan sepanjang jalan pilihan itu. Juga efforts & lessons that came from it. In which will in turn show, how one decide to confront & accept their destiny.

Ujian itu Dia berikan sesuai dengan kemampuan. Ujian itu tanda Kasih Sayang & Kebesaran Dia. Ujian mencetus akal manusia untuk sentiasa belajar dari kesilapan. Ujian diturunkan khas untuk hamba yang mengaku beriman dengan Nya.

I've set few new resolutions for myself this year as some of last year's need to be bring forward. Bukan azam tidak mahu sentuh telan nasi for a year like what I made early this year. What I'm talking about are the resolutions to amend myself; spiritually.

Yet, I'm not going to say things I've gained this year because I prefer to keep it in my vault. Biar antara aku & Dia sahaja yang tahu. Things I've lost...people who left; definitely impart something of significance to me. I've also decided to only stick with the promises that I doubtlessly believe I could keep. Don't wanna render the heart to break with my empty promises anymore. Buat & berjanji pada diri hanya bila yakin ia mampu ditunaikan. Insya Allah.

Moga tahun ini kita akan beroleh lebih berkat & redha Nya. Moga tahun ini lebih baik dari tahun² sebelumnya. And I would like to add, I pray to be gifted with more pink days & pink health for myself. Amin.

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