Aduyai...

all of a sudden, that song haunted me once more. Feel like I was dragged to the past; 13 years back. And I found myself humming the melody for few times already since I heard Ain of AF8 sang it last night.

It's not about who dedicated the song to me...really.

But it's more to the memories. Phew I miss my high school years. Specially time rambo bersama & berjiwang karat. Also time jiwa punah ranap.

I wish I could go back to that time & live it once more. Without changing a thing because I believe what happened back then made me the way I am now. I appreciate every single things I did & received...because through them, I learned more about life. I grew wiser because of them too.

I know so well Bear will laugh at me if she reads this. Antara manusia yang menyaksikan transformasi aku masa sekolah dulu adalah minah tu.

How time flies...another 2 years before I reach the big three-zero number. Ala no jak pun kan...apa yang penting, banyak mana amalan dihimpun untuk bekalan. Araso?

This morning..once more I opted to switch into my drama queen mode. Migraine attacked the system prior warning for the umteenth times.

So...in order to attract my darling's attention, haruslah aku berdrama sejenak. This time dilayan penuh perasaan because last time; the DQ session wasn't successful enough. Berkasih sayang adalah ndak salah.

And right now I am on the verge of my sanity. Gahh masih dalam mode DQ pula bah.

I was uploading pictures in my MY PRECIOUS album in FB...and suddenly dear friend of mine asked what's the caption for the pic I've just uploaded. Boleh terus idea masuk & aku start mengarang ayat jiwang batu karat? *hint: She gave me some rough idea to start with...provoking lah tu kan*

And also in the midst of using 100% Bahasa Melayu baku with Ijal through YM. "Saya boleh pengsan kerana terlalu menahan rasa geli hati"

Oh btw, thanks pren for ur idea on the password thingy. Bukit Fraser sounds rather cool for me. Memang tiada 2nd thought on that. Ahaks.

Alkisah...plan petang ni mau beach strolling cum photo outing with the cousins at the beach. Unfortunately, awan berarak lesu since afternoon. And heavy rain came pouring soon after.

Maka, rancangan buang dalam bakul sampah.

This morning, I had breakfast at Gaya Street. Then went to Wisma Merdeka to buy some stuffs for the cousins to wear for the so called photo shooting.

Because I think the pouring won't stop till night...dengan pantas I changed the plan. We went to Karamunsing instead...had light lunch at KentakiFC. Wandering around for a while, pastu balik.

Though rancangan ndak macam yang dirancang, I am happy sebab masih diberi peluang olehNya untuk bernafas di bumi ini. Alhamdulillah. Plus masih ada orang tersayang bersama² untuk menikmati keindahan bumi.

What's more could I ask for...what's been given to me is more than I deserve. Syukran Allah.

*mari minum hot choc malam ini*

My Oh my...thanks indeed for the so unneeded surprise honey. U nearly make me faint. Luckily otak masi waras...next time u do it again, I'm gonna smack ur face with tender-love-care u'll never forget about it.

Ok ampun...just joking. BUT if that thing happened once more, bersedia tunggu 'gaji' ah. U'll definitely getting the reward. Trust me...u know I ain't talk for nothing when it comes to rewarding u. Ngeh~~

Anyhow, today is a public holiday for the Sabahans. It's Good Friday for the Christians. Jarang bercuti during weekdays, mother & I decided to go for a movie date with the Bungsu's & my brothers. Watched Clash of The Titans. It wasn't so bad although nothing much as a lesson I could gain from the movie. In terms of morality & self confidence; loads. But untuk tambah ilmu di dada...kureng.

FROM MY POINT OF VIEW, it's preferable only for relaxation purposes. Again, it's my point of view. Kalau ndak sama with urs...sila jangan tunjuk ketidaksiuman anda.

Back from the movie, mother & I did some sweating activity. That is rearranging the house. I mean the susun atur. And because I kinda feel like my bedroom needs some transformation. as well..I promptly agreed to her suggestion.

3 hours later...I am fully satisfied with the new look of my bedroom. Walaupun cuma rearrange the furniture. Living room sudah biasa tukar arrangement so aku ndak berapa teruja. Unless mother changed the wallpaper or repaint the wall...tu lain cerita.

Akan more excited when I get all the pictures I've shoot before...framed. And hang on the wall. That project will start soon. I'm gonna surprise mother with that since she's been quite active teasing me about my photography things lately. Apa guna jadi member Art & Creative Club during high school right. Won't be keeping the so called hidden talent of mine goes rusty. Yay keperasanan terserlah.

And the end product of the mini project will be updated as soon as it's accomplished.

OMG I'm pregnant...NOT *knock on wood*. It's April Fool ya'll.

Tapi memang pun mau ada baby. I mean who doesn't? Ok cerita gitu sila simpan untuk yang rapat jak. Bukan untuk tatapan umum please.

Apr Fool reminds me of MY high school years. Staying in the hostel...senior adalah membuli habis on this day. Habis segala cadar diikat & digantung dari tingkat paling atas turun sampai badminton court. Ala Rapunzel gitu. Belum kira bila segala toothpaste / shampoo / body foam dikasi jadi deco lantai.

Memang rasa mau simbah semua senior tu sama air longkang...geram sebab HELLO tinggal di hostel budget adalah harus dijaga. Ingat barang tu semua beli pakai bulu ketiak?

But now...I value all those memories. Bukan time April Fool jak dikasi jadi fool. Kalau ndak kena timing, memang harus buat lawatan ke dorm senior. Kenangan kenangan...tanpamu jiwa ku kosong rasanya. Ahaks.

Tadi tinguk wayang sama ibu terchenta. Haunting in Connecticut; based on a true story. Lagi tinguk di Growball. Rasa takut terganggu sama bunyi orang karaoke lagu Amir Spring di luar ok. Huahh muntah hijau aku terus.

Nasib before movie, lepak Setabak & dapat seludup masuk si mocha blended dalam cinema hall. Hilang sikit mara.