Angkat Tarikh?

OMG

I have eventually prove the super sluggish & procrastinator side of me. Drama. As if anyone cares.

Spending extra quality time with the family is what I've been doing since I came back. Another 3 days with them before they went back to Kolumpor. Another 3 days before life becomes boring once more. Bro had left for Mabul. It's gonna be only mother & I at home.

Cafe will start operating next Mon. Thank God I'll be busy again. Mother had quit her job & will be managing the kedai makan at Sepanggar in 2 weeks time.

sigh I pretty dislike myself at the moment. I seem to enjoyed freezing the desire to share things in this blog. Worries not, I sense this peculiar being will last once the holiday is over. And I'll be back scribbling mainly to entertain myself. *logik kot* Yet still boo hoo to such idea.

27 Dec 2010 - Karambunai Beach with the cousins. Despite the gloomy clouds & drizzles, all the cousins merasa mandi pantai. Except moi, chop!

28 Dec 2010 - War Memorial Kundasang with part of the family.

Along's didn't join us. Same as bro & 4 of the cousins. Banyak lohong made the holiday less merrier.

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Holiday Mode Still On kot.

Alhamdulillah. Selamat sampai ke tanah tumpah darahku pagi tadi.

Ohhh yeah; dengan jujur & rasmi aku mau announce. I've gained few kg-s throughout my 10 days stay in Kolumpur. Pesta makan tanpa henti. Diet nasi gue pun hancus hanyut dalam longkang. All thanks to Dot's mother's delicious mouth-watering nasi lemak sambal sotong. Ok fine, aku memang masih dengan isu ndak puas hati pasal tu. Can't blame anyone but myself. Dusyum!

Berliur lagi, boleh?

As a result of my failed mission and endless craving...I've been suffering from diarrhea since yesterday evening. The tummy finally waived the white flag; menolak nasi setolaknya. Berabis melantak, berabis juga sistem badan memproses & menghadam. Uncontrollable processes sangat bingungkan jiwa. I lost count on how many times I visited the loo. ugh ugh serve me right, huh.

All the family members are here in KK at the moment...except for the middle brother. He's currently working in Mabul. And since it's the peak season, he can't go back to celebrate Christmas & New Year with us. Sed.

Taken early this morning before departure.

As much as I enjoyed my holiday, I miss KK air dearly. I miss mother...and my ladies. Also the posers.

I've been neglecting this blog for days...and the desire to blog pun masih stuck tengah jalan. Loads to share yet too lazy to type. Nanti gue kembali bila mood sudah datang. Wah kau bertrip famous glamor sana ah. Ketui.

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Capek Banget

Just got back from Pacik's office's bbq party at KWS*P building. I am fully stuffed with varieties of food right now. Belly's going to explode anytime soon. Began with feast at Dot...and wrapped the night with bbq food.

Unfortunately, bad news for today is I've betrayed my rice diet!!! Few more days to 2011, like I can't even wait. Oh please don't bother to ask me why I eventually gave in. Nasi lemak sambal sotong served at Dot's house is...oh yeah, unexplainable. Tempting to the core I don't even try to say no when being offered. The sambal looked so enticing it's definitely impossible to give it a pass.

Ok let's put the nasi lemak part aside. Jiwa bila ingat. Berliur.

I'll upload the solemnization's pics for now. Dari awal pagi till petang, I spent half my day at Dot's house. Made new friends as well; super cool ones. They are the bridesmaids as well, Dot's high school besties.

This was my first destination early in the morning. The bride's command request it was.

If u're smart & thorough enough...spot me.

Makcik poyo memilih bunga-bungaan. Poyo harus.

Fresh flowers for the dais & decorations.

With the hantarans.

Dot mendebarkan diri.

Practice makes perfect Syah. Before the real akad, perlu latihan. Sila tahu, tok kadi adalah handsome banget. Handsome sangat & sangat. Eyes on him sepanjang majlis. Ohoo zina mata ok. Tapi chop, it wasn't me alone. 3 of the bridesmaids would gladly vouch for me too. Heart breaking news, tok kadi is a married man with 2 children. H.A.M.P.A!

Officially husband & wife now. Alhamdulillah.

I am uber happy for the couple. Pics from the bbq party will be uploaded soon. I still have wedding reception to attend tomorrow morning. Gonna hit the sack now.

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Drup Drap

Syukran, alhamdulillah. Sudah berjaya harungi. Mission accomplished.

Hari ini, aku pilih untuk stay sehari suntuk di rumah. Semua kerana penangan game yang baru aku install last night. Boleh² lupa diri tercongok depan lappy...not realizing the time that passed by. Sekali meninguk jam, it's nearly 4pm already. Because I knew how chronic the traffic could be if I were to enter Federal highway at time as such, hence I changed my mind & chose to not go instead. Lagi pula ada dinner with the family, ada karang makan syarahan if aku mendegilkan diri merempuh jammed super famous itu.

Perkara ala lawak occurred this evening. Ezza & I suggested that we should dine at this place in Ampang. Konsep perlu ke situ? Because that makan place named Warung Soto Berlada* was once featured in the Jalan-Jalan Cari Makan latest season hosted by Serina Redzuan. The place is owned by Adlin's mother...Ruminah Sidek or also know as Mak Mah among the locals.

Mak Mah's portrait on the warung's wall.

Uhuk ramai orang. I heard that the queue sometime is ridiculously long. Almost all the time, full house.

But time kami pigi tadi...sangat lah tiada kelihatan queue. Sangatlah tidak busy. Sangatlah tidak terang benderang. Only because...it's close on Friday!! Oh yeah, kedai beroperasi secara halimunan. Meja kerusi semua bersusun at one corner...grill depan siap ada padlock sebesar genggaman aku tergantung. It was drizzling, so harus jalan to Ampang boleh tahan macam siput. Tu belum kira kami sesat cari that place lagi. We departed from Cheras at around 8pm & reached Keramat an hour later. Pusing sana pusing sini...belok sana belok sini...yakin boleh jak with the map that I got from the internet. Pastu perasan bagus langsung ndak mau stop untuk bertanya khabar.

Setelah gave up dengan ego sendiri lantas Pacik stopped at a shop nearby to ask for direction...alih² sampai warung tu semua gelap gelita. Hampas tensi plus kuyak gila, I feel like digging a hole on the ground & bury myself. Nearly 2 hours searching for the place, sekali tinguk kehampaan gaban. Waduh cikiwa banget...the masterminds; Ezza & I siap hafal menu kami mau order ok. Since it's already late, kami semua sepakat balik rumah jak lah. Berhambur lagi tempat makan di area Permaisuri ni.

After another pusing & ronda Permaisuri...Ayamas tutup, Faresh's tutup. In the end, Q Bistro juga jadi last resort. Nasib berbaloi².

Paling best, dapat settle my never ending craving for cheese naan. Oh heaven kalau makan naan di Kolumpor ni...mau lagi kalau di mamak. Burp banyak kali masih juga ada aroma cheese.

Sedap menjilat jari.

p/s # 1: Pictures of the warung in operation were taken from IbuDamia & CheBurn-CheQis. Thanks for sharing & sorry ambil gambar without black and white docs. Ahaks.

p/s #2: I have wedding to attend tomorrow...and sila tahu aku nervous lebey dari bakal pengantin. Dup dap dup dap...OMG my bestie; Dot akan jadi wife orang in less than 24 hours.

p/s #3: Happy Gontua to my lovely friend Kollo a.k.a Jessenia Tan Abdullah. Many happy return & best of luck in everything u do. Wish u bless & bliss life dear.

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Lagi dan lagi...makan lah.

Gue berjaya hadkan hasil belian yesterday. Yippie! See I told u, I know how to handle my ridiculous passion for shopping. I've lost interest to shop; geli ketiak dengar. But that's the fact to swallow for now peeps. Perhaps, terlampau banyak choice buat kepala pusing. So nafsu membeli pun berkurangan. I guess I will stick to online shopping then; dapat pelihara lebih banyak lemak. As per Ruby said to me last night.

Managed to grab few shawls, two inners & few ala-Gypsy scarf. The scarf will compliment the green dress which Dot has set as the official dress to wear on the reception this Sun. We're told to wear pink for the solemnization. Fuh, lucky ada juga terselit favorita color gue.

After sweating ourselves at Jalan TAR & making sure nothing more to purchase; Ezza & I headed to Sogo straight away. I've long planned untuk melantak di cafe favorita gue. I've been feeding Ezza's mind with the word Nandos since early in the morning. Nasib jak budak tu ndak muntah darah! Kena paham ok di tanah tumpah negeri gue cafe itu tiada wujud di mana². Hence the uber excitement.

Malam pula ngedate with my ex-roomate cum housemate back in UniMalaya. Miss Ruby whom just got back from Canada. Rindu banget ama cewek itu deh. Makin meletop ever since bunga² chenta berterbangan di udara. Muka pun radiant & glowing. Hah tu belum kahwin lagi...ntah nanti terpaksa aku pakai sunglasses just to avoid silau radiant minah tu. We had dinner at Pelita, Ampang. Alkisah, initial plan was to have dinner at Bangsar. Then tukar pi Keramat. Pastu tukar lagi to Kg. Baru. Sekali sampai area KLCC*, laju jak dia belok kiri masuk building Nasi Kandar Pelita. Mentang² aku cancel trip to Penang. Perli lah tu. Nama jak nasi kandaq but we ordered bread instead. Ruby had 2 slices of roti telur while I had roti cheese & roti planta. Oh yeah, mentekedarah tak hengat. Siap kena perli sama mamak. Ugh dasar! Diet semua ke laut kalau sudah berdepan tukang ambil order. Oho niat untuk salahkan mamak tak berapa nak handsome tapi manis ada di Pelita nampak...

Tapi sangat keji when I totally forgot to take pic with her. Masyuk sangat bergosip bercerita sampai saat crucial as such boleh lupa. Dusyum! No worries, akan dapat mengabadikan muka berseri minah tu this Sunday. She'll be attending the reception & I hope she won't forget to bring my gifts from Montreal as well. Harus panjang pout kalau dia lupa lagi. Drama perlu.

Bersama sepupu. Menjamah perut dengan hidangan fav gue. Lemon & herb chic meal from Nando's. I is chenta their sauces. But minus the ketchup, tq.

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On another different story, I decided to make bubur asyura for breaking of fast today. Also ayam rendang ndak jadi warna. And I didn't expect the cousins took less than an hour to sweep clean the pot. I always think they enjoyed rice rather than porridge. But I've proved myself wrong this time. Siap si bongsu yang ndak berapa kecil tu minta disuap. Eleh, mau bermanja lah tu sama 'temporary maid'.

Alhamdulillah juga dapat sempurnakan puasa hari ni. Tomorrow jadi peneman today's fast. All thanks to Aida si Wanita Merah Jambu for blogging about Asyura. Leka sangat menatap bulan Disember sampai lupa peristiwa dalam bulan Muharram. Ketuk kepala ko ndak lama Bie. And because I was fasting, I decided to just stay at home the whole day. Oh no, I wasn't saying fasting weaken me. It's just that, godaan terlalu banyak if I were to go out. Konsep cakap gitu? Ngeh~

Dalam proses menternak menanak.

Done. Too slothful to deco. It would have been more presentable if I shred sliced omelette, spring onions & fried onions on top. Biarlah, janji habis licin.

My rendang ayam warna ndak jadi.

Ok enough for today. Oh by the way, kejam ndak kejam tomorrow mahu jejak Ikea. Harus akan take away the delicious curry puffs & meatballs. Itu ndak boleh kata tidak...pengsan nanti penasaran malam² kalau ndak dapat.

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Of jalan-jalan

Just for the record, I am still breathing Kolumpur's air. Plan to Penang has to be carry forward to next week because Angah didn't approve the most anticipated thing for our holiday; in the very last minute. Frustrated & devastated to the max. Nangis darah!

But I took the suggestion & swallowed it upon realizing the hikmah hidden beneath everything that happened. If I were to continue with the trip, I might end up gaining some weight & bloat the tummy extra forward. And that kinda look doesn't do good for me...specially when I have 2 important events to attend this weekend. Dot's solemnization on Saturday & reception on Sunday. I sure will regret my ever growing 'lust' for food. Oh yeah, I am worry as well. What if I overeat & turned out I couldn't fit the penyepit dress that was tailored according to my body measurement. Nightmare will it be! In which will haunt me for the rest of my life. Beh.

Anywoot, yesterday after some good rest at home...I went to Berjaya Times Sq. with the cousins in the evening. Just to kill the bored time. Yeah right, baru few hours arrived sudah kunun feel bored. Hampas!

Upon arrival. I is in jolly mood seeing all the Christmas decorations. Credit to the management for the simple yet attractive deco. It's different every year.

Did beg hunting as well. And brought home only 2 from the many choices thrown before me. Oh rambang mata...harus elak from buying excessive unnecessary stuffs. Didn't buy any baju because I still have tons of tops back home which I never wear at all. Yet I still bebel about not having appropriate outfit to wear to certain functions I was invited, right? It's a girl thing every men have to endure, no?

Pumps hunting but none attract my glittering sparkling eyes. Therefore, I didn't bring any of them home. Well, at least none as yet. 8 more days in Kolumpur, plenty of things could happened in between. Including, to unconsciously end up buying a pair or two of studded pumps.

We forced him to come along only to make him be our cameraman. Poyo habis. Siap bribe him with foods; thing he could never resist.

On the way back, traffic started to slow down. And became more congested as the clock strikes to 5pm & onwards.

Sky I love. Saw this somewhere in Jln Hang Tuah. Bliss formation.

Later last night, together with my geng keras...we invaded Downtown. Saja cuci mata mencari² yang berpatutan. In which that includes human being. Oh yeah, berpatutan. We had yong tau or what we call it; cucuk² for supper. I guess I might be going to this place before going back to the Land Below the Wind. For last minute shopping; this place consider penyelamat juga. Harus lah. Walau beli barang untuk diri sendiri. Choii.

Today after Zuhr, I'll be off to Jalan TAR. Need to buy scarfs for the events; ones that match both my dresses. I pray hard I won't lead astray to buying things other that I plan to purchase. A'ha, sila berhati tegar cik Err ya.

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Arrived in 1 piece

Arrived Kolumpur safely. Alhamdulillah. Loving the weather upon arrival. Breezy & gloomy. Peaceful air. But frightening bus driver. I almost forgot the feeling riding in a public transport. Wah poyo gaban!!! Anywoot, I'm on my way to Kl Sentral as I typed this post.

Almost being left behind by the captain this morning. I was at the airport an hour early. Got myself checked in & off to the cafe upstairs. Had breakfast with mother. Leka bergosip...tinguk jam, another 20mins before boarding. Enter the immigration counter selamba badak. Seriously I didn't know I was the only passenger who haven't hop in the plane. It's only when the AA personnel told me to hurry to the gate that I knew I was late. I ever heard the lady at the counter said 'Ok, our missing passenger is here already'. Boohoo me for trying to create another drama. Last minute pun masih mau enterframe diri, kunun tempah glamor. Hampas ada. Grunge's right when she said there's always drama in my life. Even yesterday, drama sebabak muncul di layar perak.

Oh drama didn't stop in KK. Soon after I landed at the airport, I walked myself out from the building heading to the bus stand only to realized my footwear. Gladiator sandals I bought few months back & only wear them occasionally...terbelah dua. Melangap lah sandals tu macam mulut buaya lapar everytime I took my step. Unless aku seret kaki or menyusur macam ular...else, aku sangat kelihatan kedana. Bolehnya dalam excited bercoti Malaysia...basic stuff guna untuk superwalkertapaki terabai!!

Argh I shall bang my head at the airport wall just now. Embarassing indeed. Lucky enough ndak jauh aku berjalan dengan sandals langap buaya ni. My cousin is waiting for me at KL'S. Turun bas ni terus aku meluru masuk kereta. Harus cari cobbler to repair the poor sandals. Baru ok aku beli, tapak masih keras & berbunga...jangan bagi idea bongos suruh aku buang. Membaziaq amalan syaitan. Ohoo preaching nampak. Lalala.

Initial plan to stop by at Mc'D kiosk for doublecheeseburger moment has to wait until I get home & change the sandals. Erk, makan lagi Bie? Jadi penyepit this Sat & Sun...ndak takut ka ada bonggol unta terbit di perut? Oh tidak...saiko gaban pada diri sendiri. Ohhh tidaaak.

Will get this entry published once I reached home. It means, when u get to read this I'm already at home lah kunun. Home as in rumah di Kolumpur, arasso? Till then. I will update more if I have the time to do so. Choiii poyo.

P/s Just for the record, whilst typing this I was at the same time trying my best to hide my feet under my chair. Risau makcik next to me sees the langapan buaya. As if she even bother to care & look, no? Bukan kepochi macam kau Bie oii.

Reunited with my ever beloved sister & brother.

Tripping harus! It's been months since I last went to Kolumpor...I was shocked upon seeing what Brickfield has become. The wakil rakyat did great job in beautifying the area. I indeed love the sculptures built at the side of the road...also the flower image painted ON THE ROAD. I didn't get to take pic of the place...ala banyak hari lagi, sure akan stop by at that area & click².

Sampai jak, terus take over kerja asal. Designated driver for the cousins.

Home sweet home (versi Kolumpor because NONE could beat my beloved KK). Entertaining myself with PS3 tonight. Oh I just love being in holiday mode.

The cousins & I will be going to Times Square later after Zuhr. Cuci mata shopping sikit.

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Leaving

Alhamdulillah. The tooth finally decided to lessen the aching attack. If yesterday, the upper right gum got swollen...today, early in the morning the lower left gum took over the pain. I can hardly chew my food. AS IF that will stop me from stuffing Miss Tummy.

Regardless the aching tooth & swelling gums, I've been eating like a pure glutton the whole last week. Oh wait, I've told u that before. And NO, it hasn't stop yet. The 'jom melantak' mission needs to continue until next week. Right,right...neeext week will it absolutely ends.

A visit to Penang this Weds wouldn't be as great as I want it to be IF I keep the 'food' part aside, yes? Penang is known for it's sinful foods so I guess saying NO would be rude enough. Ezza plans to bring me to the far-famed nasi kandar stall there. Whilst I demand myself to try their local delicacies as much as I could. And that excluding the rice part. Assam laksa definitely tops my list. Will try the nasi kandar but only the dishes of course. 2010 hasn't end yet & I will stick to my resolution no matter how persuasive the cousins would be. Rice is still a big no-no for 2010. Period...and end with an exclamation mark. Araso?

At last! I've finalized my packing. Most important item to bring, that is the bridesmaid's dress which I'll wear on the wedding. Kan jadi penyepit bride; it's the main reason why I fly to Kolumpur this time. I've finished every bits of tasks mother assigned me. Laundry; checked. House vac-ed & mopped; checked. The only unchecked thing is Darling. She hasn't been bathe for nearly a week already. No, I ain't blaming the weather. Because it was me who pretended as if I forgot to cleanse her as I was too busy entertaining myself with online games & attending wedding during my free times. I thought of sending her to the car-wash center near the house yet I was too sluggish to move my little-self.

Didn't bring too many shawls this time. Erk since when aku bawa banyak shawl kalau ke Kota Lumpur? Jalan TAR has been waiting for my arrival ever since I was told I'll be one of the penyepit. Poyo! And I have shawls to collect from Ernie @EKC as well. Might be meeting K'Eryn & Collin; friends back from high school when I went down to Jalan TAR as their office is just a spit away. Harap ndak lah aku memborong. Sila percaya.

I'm fully recharged for my trip. Just can't wait to land my feet there. Apekehei kau macam rusa masuk kampung nak ke sana kali ni Bie? A'ha...perhaps wonderful things are about to sparkle this time. Fact that I'm gonna meet my 'strengths' added the excitement.

Tooooooooo bad I'll be of late in meeting the latest member of PPGFs; Tia Kyla.

Oh my God...I can't find the exact words to express how happy I am. Ni baru gambar, aku girigitan sendiri. Wait till I meet her for real; hijau ni kena gigit. Confirmed!

Yup, Unang gave birth to a super cute-ness baby girl last Saturday. Since all the members were tied with workloads & some went out of town for outstations...none of us have met her yet. I'll be away for nearly 2 weeks therefore terpaksa gigit jari telan fakta the rest gonna meet & get to hold her first. Kejam! Harus ndak sabar untuk balik KK juga...yay!

Insya Allah, selamat pergi selamat kembali. Doa-in gue ya.

Indahnya nikmat Kau beri ya Allah...aku bersyukur untuk semuanya. Tiap satu, tiap inci.

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Ambil Berkat

Toothache took away my excitement to blog; since yesterday. ugh ugh ugh

Went to Sari's solemnization albeit having posted earlier I might not be going because Mel couldn't make it too. Turned out Nor misread the invitation card. She told us it's at 11am when actually the event took place at 3pm. Since Mel finished her work at 2pm, hence we decided to go. Took us nearly an hour to reach the house, thanks to Nor's skill in guiding way. With only 1 mislead direction from her, we took the wrong junction & nearly made us reach Kota Belud. Ok, exaggerating!

But seriously, we're on the road heading to Kota Belud when Mel called Nor asking her the roundabout we shall find after a junction. Knowing that she has lead us to a wrong direction, we decided to make a u-turn & followed every possible road to a resort near Sari's house. Alhamdulillah, we eventually arrived. And yeah, we missed the most meaningful moment of the event. Yet we pay no mind to it because what's more important is for the event to be success. It's better late than never; so the saying goes. Sari was happy to see us for coming to celebrate her big day. It was also sort of reunion for us after years of not seeing each other. Extended blissfulness.

Ida; whom I haven't seen for nearly 7 years came all the way from Miri with her family. Just for the wedding. It's been long indeed since we gathered together like yesterday. Housemates during my diploma years. Almost all were there except for Yang; whom is in Kolumpor while Dana, Bibi & Dolly attended the reception today. Too many stories to share yet too little time to do so. I cherished the little moment with them nonetheless. Uhuk, feel like walking down the memory lane.

Truth is, Mel & I still couldn't plant the idea in our mind that Sari is married. Because in our head, Sari is always the one that goes against the law attraction of love & all those couple-mouple stuff.

Well Bie, it's proven that people changed. It's been like 8 years since u ladies left the house ok. So wake up now. U obviously is stuck in the denial phase for too long. Aishh mau dirotan tau.

Ok I think I shall stop mumbling now. Lets jamu cuci mata few pictures I managed to snap. Sila tahu, ndak da gambar nikah ah. We're little too late...remember.

The newly wed. Cikgu Sari & Cikgu Nodi.

*Mild imagination of mine: Since both are teachers, I wonder what language they use to converse. Sari teaches Science while the husband teaches Eng...hmm hmm interesting*

Our gorgeous beautiful friend; is officially a wifey now. Sob sob sob; sebak.

L-R: Ida, Nor, SARI, Moi, Mel. Us housemates during diploma years. 2001-2003

Missing in the pic: Mrs (Yang Azliyang, Bibiana & Nur DIana) & Miss Dolly Nicole.

As usual...at every wedding (close friends ONLY), invading the dais is what we enjoyed the most. Ambil berkat weiii.

I'll upload the pictures from the reception this evening soon after Mel emails them to me. No pictures taken from my camera except the ones I took using the handphone's camera. I purposely left Blackie inside Darling because I was too lazy to carry him around. I feel like he's getting bulky-er nowadays. Hampas!

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Wii Wii

It's almost 2am & I couldn't sail to dreamland as yet. Too much stuffing the tummy just now...I feel extremely guilty to myself. Iya, guilty KUNUN ada. Been acting like a pure glutton since early this week. I feel hungry 24/7. Guess I've successfully nurture a hunger beast, huh. Beast that can only stay inside the stomach & grow there. It can't withstand the weather/temperature outside. I'll try my best to snap his picture later on...kena guna camera mikroskopik nampak gaya since there's no way he's gonna come out. Oh yeah, merapu tengah malam.

I seriously hope I could get this post published by tonight. Oh please jangan tidur without completing what u've started Bie. Buruk ok perangai gitu. Mode: Omelan kata chenta untuk diri sendiri.

Cafe is trying hard to get some sleep near my right foot. In which he chose to be his pillow for now. He mumbled & meowed for hours just to make me step in the bedroom & sleep with him. Lagi bidak, memaksa bawa tidur. I wasn't ready to hit the sack so I pretended as if I'm going to. He joined me not long after. Because I was pretty confident he won't wake up if I moved away from the bed...it surprised me when I suddenly feel like being bitten at the foot soon after I got myself up. Cafe main buyuk...unfair ok kalau pakai gigit segala. Ugh

Cheeloh is already asleep while I type this. Corridor at my right hand side...also in her deep sleep. Harus tidur dengan pose kangkangan maut ok. I want to resume saving Princess Isabelle *erm Belle, bukan u ok* but guess that has to wait, Cafe is still awake. I don't want him to disturb my concentration playing game with his oh-so-annoying ear piercing meow. I lurve the children nonetheless. Albeit their head throbbing behaviour in times.

Supposely I have wedding to attend at 11 this morning. Mel has thing to do & couldn't come to the solemnization. So I think I'm not coming either. Don't wanna get lost in searching for Sari's house; alone. Ok I heard u, lame excuse! But we definitely will attend the reception tomorrow. With Nor as the guide of course.

*yawn* teary eyes. I think it's time to sail already. Will update more later.

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Lazy Bonts

Salam all.

Woot...I just got back from sending Laura to her house, half an hour ago. Such a drama for lasses who supposed to be in Tawau tonight but flight was cancelled due to bad weather. Oh I was NOT the unfortunate lass...because outstation is a word I'd long kissed goodbye.

Yeah, I got a company tonight. Apart from Cheeloh, Cafe & Corridor; I have human sleeping soundly next to me. Another friend of mine who works in Tawau, came to KK this morning to send some important documents & supposed to get back in the evening. Same flight with Laura...encountered the similar fate; flight cancelled. They have early flight to catch tomorrow morning. MAS compensate the unfortunate passenger with accommodation...but I offered forcedher to just spend the night at my lil crib.
Anyway, I'm currently lying on my oh so comfy bed...updating the blog through my precious mobile. Bliss of having the wireless modem at home. I can go online wherever I wish. Mode: Promo product orang lain dengan poyo sungguh.
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The friend from Tawau; cik Zie.

Big sister who were scheduled for an outstation to Tawau...can only start inspecting her sites of work this morning.
Those 2 pictures above were uploaded seconds ago.
zZZzzzz...ahaks, something to reveal here. While typing the above paragraphs; I accidentally felt asleep. I might have been uber exhausted. I woke up this morning to the alarm buzz...and I still have the phone on my palm, genggam erat ok. Since it's already in the draft folder, I decided to just continue.
I did nothing out of ordinary today. Update my filing at the office. Going to close this year's files after I returned from my holiday. And oh, did some sweat yielding activity as well. Rearrange the office cum stock room. Ultimate satisfaction with the new look of my workplace. IF only I could make all the stocks invisible to the naked eyes...harus lebih ganteng kantor gue.
I purposely shipwrecked the office.

Main area for lepak-ing. Juga tempat proses taik mata. Cover-less cushions because I was gonna send them to the laundry.

The items I wish to make unseeable.

Some of the equipments & appliances stored in the office temporarily because cafe will be temporary close beginning next week.

Oh yeah, sedap sikit mata memandang. At least, this looks less wrecked. Note: Papers on the table hanya deco semata, kunun lah tunjuk bekerja sikit nan ado. White boards will be on the wall before the cafe reopen. I have to inform bro to drill them...lagi best time aku ndak da dalam upis.
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Aku Kunun

Menses cycling in a bit I guess. Been suffering from the pre-MS for days already. I can stand with the muscle-cramped & other sort of pain associated with menses...but one thing. The fuming flame of anger waiting to burst in the chest. In which has become pretty controlable by now. Syukur. Although I'm not quite sure when had I finally took control of the explosive anger, I thank Allah for giving me the strength to be able to manage & channel the anger to a more civilized way.

I used to be oh so impossible & ridiculously insane when I'm on my menses...but slowly, those intolerable being somehow lessen down. Perhaps as the age grows; maturity comes knocking in parallel. Or maybe, I had enough of the flame already. The body eventually get bored & sick of it. Oh yeah.

Burning heart all the time afterall, isnt't good for health. Neither to the face. Wrinkles will come creeping in multiple rate. Oh heaven, it is one of the thing I wanna get rid of. If given the power to do so. Right!

Did literally nothing today. Woke up early, made breakfast for mother & I. And oh, went out in the evening. Had tea with cousins & aunties at FY, Gaya St. Dear aunty promised to belanja me sometime ago practically over something I can't quite remember. Woot, thanks mucho aunt.

Can't wait for my trip to Kolumpur though. Mother will be lone ranger for 2 weeks time. Brother left for Mabul the same day as I. Still have few days left yet mother has given me list of tasks I have to complete prior going. Aduhai betul busuk hati tau. LOL

xoxo
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Hijrah Sudahkah Aku?

Assalamualaikum

Salam Maal Hijrah 1431-1432H to all.

Mode sopan santun paling ayu kuyu harus di-activate on the spot. Ngeh~~sebab aku ndak reti berformal segala. Bahasa² rasmi lembut lidah sudah bertahun aku simpan dalam peti. Banyak terlampau khazanah aku malas mau mengurik mencari segala sudah.

A year has passed. Alhamdulillah I thanked Allah the Almighty for everything that He has bestowed upon me. Paling penting, I am uber grateful for still being given the chance to breathe. And dapat beribadah di dunia milik Nya. How time flies...looking back, I really wish to amend certain things only to become a better me. But I also realized that things happened for a reason. The consequence is His to determined; we can only plan & choose the path to walk upon. Baik buruk jalan yang dipilih itu depends on ones ingenuity. Regardless what path one chose, the end result has long been written in the book of life. Bezanya hanya cara yang digunakan sepanjang jalan pilihan itu. Juga efforts & lessons that came from it. In which will in turn show, how one decide to confront & accept their destiny.

Ujian itu Dia berikan sesuai dengan kemampuan. Ujian itu tanda Kasih Sayang & Kebesaran Dia. Ujian mencetus akal manusia untuk sentiasa belajar dari kesilapan. Ujian diturunkan khas untuk hamba yang mengaku beriman dengan Nya.

I've set few new resolutions for myself this year as some of last year's need to be bring forward. Bukan azam tidak mahu sentuh telan nasi for a year like what I made early this year. What I'm talking about are the resolutions to amend myself; spiritually.

Yet, I'm not going to say things I've gained this year because I prefer to keep it in my vault. Biar antara aku & Dia sahaja yang tahu. Things I've lost...people who left; definitely impart something of significance to me. I've also decided to only stick with the promises that I doubtlessly believe I could keep. Don't wanna render the heart to break with my empty promises anymore. Buat & berjanji pada diri hanya bila yakin ia mampu ditunaikan. Insya Allah.

Moga tahun ini kita akan beroleh lebih berkat & redha Nya. Moga tahun ini lebih baik dari tahun² sebelumnya. And I would like to add, I pray to be gifted with more pink days & pink health for myself. Amin.

x0x0

hugs*kisses

Maaf aku tidak sempurna

Aku dikata tidak baik

kerana aku menjadi aku

Aku dikata tidak baik

kerana ingin ku tegak

benang yang kering

Aku dikata tidak baik

kerana semua kelilingku

tidak suka sesuatu

yang drastik

Aku dikata tidak baik

kerana ku kerat talian

yang bagiku tiada berbuah

Aku dikata tidak baik

kerana jalan ku cara ku

tidak sealun mereka

Aku dikata tidak baik

kerana cuba untuk

jadi yang bukan selalu

Aku dikata tidak baik

kerana arus moden

bukan teras diri

Aku dikata tidak baik

kerana luahanku

dikata menikam hati

yang merasa pedas

cili ilusi

Aku dikata tidak baik

kerana punya 'suara'

berbeza

Aku dikata tidak baik

kerana mereka rasa

layak berkata

...kerana mereka itu punya hati

umpama kristal;

telus & jujur.

...kerana mereka itu pasti

yang tidak sehala

yang berbeza

bukan dari golongan baik.

~miss err~

x0x0

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Reminder

Peringatan untuk diri sendiri...kalau boleh aku rotan diri sendiri, harus aku rotan.

Kenapalah engkau malas sembahyang?

Allah beri engkau jasad lengkap dengan bayang-bayang,

Tidakkah lebih beruntung daripada tiang,

Berdiri roh malam dan siang?

Kenapalah engkau malas sembahyang?

Hendak makan minum pun dah senang,

Negara aman bukan perlu berperang,

Lima minit untuk lima waktu pun tak boleh luang.

Kenapalah engkau malas sembahyang?

Allah beri akal supaya engkau berbeza dengan binatang,

Allah beri ilmu boleh berfikir susah dan senang,

Allah beri banyak nikmat kenapa tidak dikenang?

Kenapalah engkau malas sembahyang?

Keluar lepak sanggup sampai ke petang,

Beli tiket konsert sanggup beratur panjang,

Engkau ingat boleh masuk syurga dengan senang?

Kenapalah engkau malas sembahyang?

Ingatlah umur kau bukannya panjang,

Pagi kita sihat, petang boleh kaku kejang,

Dalam kubur nanti jawablah seorang.

Kenapalah engkau malas sembahyang?

Siksa neraka cubalah dibayang,

Masa di akhirat terlalu panjang,

Janji Allah pasti datang tidak terhalang.

Hasil: iluvislam.com (Rasailul Ashwaq)

Jangan simpan sikap malas tu

Jangan sampai orang datang rumah...sembahyangkan kau

baru sana kau huru hara menyesal, Bie.

Aktibiti

Inhale exhale inhale exhale. TVD has come back ya'll! OH YEAH! All hail to Vampire Diaries Season 2.

It was aired last night & I tried to download it right after the show ended. Unfortunately, the downloadable link wasn't available as yet. Well...not until this evening. Oh yeah, let's tango everybody. 2 hours to go before the download completes. I is so can't wait to see the faces I lurve seeing. I hope Stefan gains some weight...and Bonnie too. And I hope Damon has polished his sense of humor more. U have no idea how much I miss his banters & silly words.

The perfect couple in the human-vampire world.

Because I didn't get to meet the Pevensie's last night, I'll be going tonight with mother & cousins. Hopefully there's still tickets for us. Else, aku nangis darah lagi. So desperate to meet Prince Caspian again. It's been nearly a year since I last saw him. From the trailer, I could tell he has grown into a fine hunk. Oh so impossible not to admire him.

I miss Aslan; The King of Narnia as well. I always find Aslan is somehow macho in his own way.

*clearing throat* As written on the pic above...presenting the prince!

Caspian @ Ben Barnes was also the Young Dunstan in Stardust. As for now, he is 1 of the very rare cute man I've ever 'seen' my entire life.

By the time I got home after Narnia-ing...TVD has complete its download. Harus sambung movie session wei. Tomorrow kan holiday suka hati; gotta be wise in spending time. It's not like everyday I get leave on SabtuDay. Yay.

p/s: Chenta Hati, sehandsome mana Stefan...sepedas mana kata² Damon...segagah mana Prince Caspian; lor itu tetap pujaan #1 gue dong. Jangan bimbang ya. Chenta gue untuk loh, lekat kukuh di hati. Insya Allah dengan izin Nya, nggak kan berkurang. Ngeh~~

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Aslan-ing Dicancel

First & foremost!

Gila sedih frust tertonggeng nangis darah! Date with Pevensie's siblings tonight has to be postpone. Full house for the 9pm show; both Suria & CP cinemas. Only goat class seat available in which is a big NO-NO for me. I am devastated to the very core! Have promised Edmond & Lucy earlier; that is to join them in the quest rescuing the 7 lost lords of Narnia. Mission to save Narnia would be of late for I can only join them tomorrow. Oh my, I miss Aslan so very much. And Prince Caspian as well. Start lagak gedik. This is gonna be their last time ever of visiting Narnia...and seeing Aslan for sure. I could sense, another sad ending of a story after Dobby's death will the movie be. sigh.

Ok, on another note. I'm slowly getting my pink health back. Alhamdulillah. The purplish tablets mother forced me to swallow last night did magic to my aching tooth. Not that it has heal completely...but at least, the pain lessen. No more throbbing headache. Only the swollen gum & muscle-ache. I still can't chew my food. Hence I'll have to be extra careful on what food to enjoyed next time. Porridge definitely won't be in the menu. So I guess, jelly & soup will do.

Despite being unwell, I still go to the office to settle some work. Need to get everything ready for the payday tomorrow. And more good news, I'm uber grateful upon knowing there is finally; a progress on my claim with the uni. Dapatlah gue bercuti dengan dada lapang next week. Alhamdulillah.

x0x0

hugs*kisses

Hello December

Officially down with fever. I had to force myself to get up because I couldn't stand the heat produced by the body by cocooning myself under the duvet. It makes me sicker...nobody layan me when I'm sick because I enjoyed being extra cranky & fussy. Yang macam mau makan penampar. Super annoying. I tend to increase my DQ being when I get sick. Ahaks.

Started with toothache since last night. And yeah, neither plan A nor B were executed. Energy was fully deteriorating. Lied on bed after MagPra...took a short nap to recharge myself. Woke up few hours later with tummy dangdut-ing. And since I've restricted any carbs & fats to enter the system last night, I opted for salad instead. Did the dressing myself & shared half the portion with mother. I was pretty sure I was recovering because I woke up this morning; feeling afresh albeit a bit dizzy. The tooth still ache & the right cheek started to bulge.

Because I have things to settle regarding work, I tried my best to ignore the unwell body. Pulled a happy healthy face. Drove to and fro UMS-KK; hiding the achy muscles, aching tooth & explosive head in my magic Doraemon's pouch. Had luncheon date with beloved sisters; Laura & Grunge. Fyi ladies, I didn't chewed my fried meehoon. Because I can't stand the throbbing pain in my gum, I just swallowed them up. Wasn't it the cutest thing?

Promised Maya to watch Rapunzel together tonight. But I have to blow it off. I is feeling uber guilty for breaking the promise. Don't wanna get iller by getting out at night hence I had to cancel. Only Maya, mommy & daddy go. Sob sob sob...I'm showing very bad example to that little missy. Gonna make it up with her once I'm 'normal' & back to kicking the floor.

Am all alone at home right now. Can't do anything heavy. Sila muntah darah sekalian alam. I refuse to lie on the bed anymore; head gets dizzier. And the toothache didn't get any better either. Wearing my favorite mud-green sweater & bro's black socks...I decided to go online & update the blog. Regardless the wooziness.

Checked the mailbox upon arriving home this evening, and found a white envelope with my name written on it. I seriously thought it was the appreciation letter/card from MAKNA send to me monthly. Hated myself for being such a non-sensitive friend...turned out it's a wedding invitation from dear Dot. The reason why I'm flying to Kolumpur next month. The wedding in which I'll be one of her gorgeous bridesmaids.

Front cover.

Invitation for the reception.

Special invitation for the solemnization at her house. I'm gonna drive all the way to Rawang on the said date; dragging along cousin sister Ezza. Harus bawa PA sign mati.

Can't wait for the wedding. Jadi emo sikit upon reading the card's content. I text her to inform that I've received the card & she called straight away. As always, we talked like there's no tomorrow. Nasib lah battery kong. Oh I miss those times I spent with her, Ruby & Tihah at our rented house in Pantai Dalam. 13 more days to go before hitting the Peninsular land. Initial plan to go hu-ha with Laura in Kolumpur was cancelled this afternoon. She'll be there a day earlier than me...and back to KK 3 days after. Which mean, schedule kami clash. I'm driving straight to Penang few hours after arriving Sepang. Berjimba di sana bersama sepupu sepapat. Tambun's holiday hanya anganan, hampas betul si Ezza tukar venue tetiba.

x0x0

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