6 hours before departing....

Holla all...am now at LCCT together with Jess, Grunge & Rio. Laura went to Kolumpur with Turaks to meet her friends over luncheon. Another 9 hours before we reach the land below the wind. I won't be blogging about the recent trip to Bali with the bffs. Itu kok harus dikemaskini satu persatu, baru lumayan kan.

Semua pun kecapean. Unang & Syl sudah on the way back home. Flight lebih awal dari kami. Cemburu di situ. Whatever it is...we truly had fun while we're in Bali. I feel like going for vac & Bali came in mind once more. Insya Allah after the Beijing trip with the ladies next year. We sure love Bali to bits. The people, the place, the environment, the air...despite the limited time we had. Should have stayed there minimal 5 days...in order to get to know the place better. Akan kembali lagi...itu usah dikhuatiri.

LCCT adalah superbly panas at this moment...mucus melted & I couldn't control the flow. The heat tested my patience. Fever seems to be making their way to my system once again...bringing along its best friend; migraine. Ugh...kepala sudah angin.

I'd just sprayed the thermal spring water on my face...to cease the 'crawling' heat. Bliss. Thanks Jess for the refreshing product. Ok now I need to rest the mind. Mau melihat² gambar from 6 different camera. Yes harus bersedia untuk muntah darah.

Tongol side emerged...

Currently wasting killing my bloody time at LCCT; alone. The rest is on the way here from Kolumpur. They took the 11am bus from KL Sentral.

I was suppose to be on a flight to Bali right now. But due to ridiculous massive traffic congestion this morning...I was late to check in. By the time I arrived the airport...I was already way too late. The counter closed 45 minutes before departure & I reached the counter 10 minutes before boarding. Yes; I heard u laughing ur heart out there. Silakan.

I can't imagine what type of butterflies I had when the manager in charge told me that they can't do anything to help me. Sudahlah aku berkeseorangan jak di sana time tu as the rest masih berjimba di Kolumpur. The MiC told me I have no other choice than to purchase a new ticket. Like; what the. But realizing it was my fault I smiled & walked away. Next flight would be at 1055am. It costs around RM450++. Nasiblah punya teman² yang baik, they helped me sort out my problem. Beli new ticket from KL Sentral...as I don't have enough cash therefore I used Turak's cc to buy it. Phew...oh my, what a day to start my Sunday.

I'd called the hotel & reconfirm with them the time we'll reached Ngurahrai Airport. Also Pak Laba. There goes my 8 hours of angan² to spend my solely moment in Denpasar. Kerana kesilapan tongol sayur pahit...I got myself stranded at the airport for hours. I have finally killed 2 birds at one time. Lesson for future reminder also experience for the mind. One heaven of a lesson that I will never forget in my whole life.

Hakikat...kau memang sengaja cari pasal rosakkan ur suppose to be blissful Sunday, cik Err. Juga kau memang sah terbukti adalah DQ...sign mati sudah tu melekat di forehead kau. Ndak palah, thing happened for a reason. Bukan ayat penyedap hati tapi tu hakikat. Sure ada hikmah benda ni jadi, arasso? Lagi pula dapat naik the same flight with the other bffs, harus best. I will be bangas vibrate ketawa sendiri² no more.

Ugh I just love the melancholic me.
xoxo

Something came up this morning & tore down my excitement. After being madly in anger last night...I guess that thing still hasn't leave me yet. It still cling with me & wants to prolong to torture my mind.

Seems that I did not worry for nothing the whole week. I always know I can trust my intuition. I've been having that uncertain heart beat weeks before this trip. And I wondered all this while what will that thing be. My Q has finally been answered. Leaving the catering order & chose to not worry about it; were the stupidest things to do. I am still in KK yet problems already occurred...TWICE.

Oh my....aku betul diuji. Allah mahu aku sedar di mana bumi aku berpijak. Supaya ndak lupa diri lupa daratan lupa tatasusila lupa adat once I reached Bali. Insya Allah, semua kan baik² sahaja. Amin.

Come to think of it...this situation memang boleh dihandle. Buat apa juga aku peningkan kepala & kill my mood over the trip. Who said I couldn't kill 2 birds in 1 time. Chewah adage gitu. Aku tetap akan berkerjaan sambil bercutian. I know it would be fun...as long as I keep myself away from stress. And stop rarifying. Benda kicil jak...pasti ada solution.

Will leave u now...gotta get ready to fetch Grunge & Rio. Flight will be at 1230hours. Ndak kesabaran to spend my Saturday night in Kolumpur with the bestest & coolest friends of mine. It's gonna be our 1st night together there...definitely won't be our last. Harus best & enjoy gila.

Ok fine...I have to admit this. Aku sebenarnya dalam fasa di awang²an. Poyo pingsan. But I hope u will stop assuming awangan itu sebagai kata adjektif yang menggambarkan kebahagiaan or kegembiraan.

Truth to be told, I am actually trying to hold my anger from bursting...gila frust...gila risau...gila berbelah bagi...gila segala gila. The only time that I know I was completely sane was when CR bermain dengan gaya nan macho during the game last night. Oh my, I heart his skill. And oh...I think I fall in love with Italy's captain; Mr Fabio Cannavora. Gosh, I just love his sparkling eyes. They do the talking for him. Ok stop...nanti ndak habis if I were to say more. Berpenyakitan kan.

Grunge & I made the game between Portugal & Brazil more merrier at Laura's house just now. She; together with the big sister memang fanatik anti CR. I repeat ANTI. Jadinya sila bayang keadaan kami yang meninguk sambil mengkritik. Dorang asal boleh lah kan, apa jak CR buat memang harus condemn. Padahal kalau player lain does the same thing, they called it tactic & say it's cool. But when it comes to CR....kalau boleh semua pun salaaaaaaaaaaaah. Sikit aku duku kepala tu minah berdua. Nasib sedar diri aku bukan tuan rumah. Bengang jak kali orang² rumah tu sama kami. Sudahlah kami conquer the main living room...baru berteriak macam kami jak meninguk bola. I nearly lost my voice bertekak sama si Grunge. Clakak. Now, the throat sores. Oh adakah bakal mendapat suara nan sexy itu kembali? U wish...u wish...just wish, cik Err. Ndak rugi apa pun...manatau Dia perkenankan. Insya Allah.

I was just finished with my packing. Weeks of draft-pack...tonight I finally have it all done. Akan membawa beg AF; as per Grunge called it. Ingat mau bawa hiking bag tapi fikir punya fikir...takut jak nanti ndak larat mau sikut. Since tarik² sounds more convincing to me....hence I chose to just be 1 of the AFien this time around.

Will be touching down Kolumpur at 1500hours. Ni kali terbang pigi sana bersama bffs lain. Siokness. Malar ni bergambar...silap² ndak sampai Bali lagi, memory card full. The ladies will be staying at Angah's while the guys at Turak's rented room. Except for Unang & Syl who will be staying at a hotel in the city. Kami akan dinner bersama nanti. I can't imagine the chaotic...but I sure know how chaotic it will be. It's Turaks & my turn to bring them jalan² around Kolumpur. Walau hanya untuk less than 24 hours. Oleh itu, aku perlu tidur sekarang. Nanti terlajak S lagi. Kin haru berjalan jauh dengan keadaan berat hati.

Nanti² gue update lagi ya.

Prefer ama painter...bukan yang surfer dong

Yesterday after work, I headed to KKIA. Sending uncle who will be flying off to Kolumpur. Then drove to Wisma where I met the 2 ladies. After converted her RM to IDR, Laura has officially became a million-air. Kunun mengikut jejak c Grunge & Rio. Pastu naik pigi Tong's; Laura looking for hapau a.k.a kun/skirt dalam. Bah million-air kapcai sudah kan, harus dia shopping.

Sekali masa mau enter the store, boleh² censor tu berbunyi. Damn. Do I look like I bloody desperate looking for attention Mr. Censor? The guard pun selongkar beg aku...nasiblah itu di pintu masuk ok. So ndak kelogikan kalau aku dituduh. Habis semua isi khazanah dalam beg ditinjau...cis nasib aku ndak bawa barang sihir yang boleh sebabkan pipi untuk jadi merah malu. Boleh kunun guard tu cakap maybe sebab lotion aku lama sudah. Ugh nasib ndak makan penyepak unggul dari aku. Gobek punya godek...rupanya ada terselit bar tag dalam diari aku. Buat malu kebesaran..luckily isi diari adalah pasal kerja semata. But still, ke-DQ-an aku mau juga tunjuk diri saat gitu. Aish betul ndak da rasa kesian sama tuan badan ok.

Port after Tong's was at a cafe near Malindo's Restaurant on the 2nd Floor. As much as I love spending times at the cafe...I still couldn't get to register its name in my head. Palui bah kalau kau kan cik Err. Tujuan utama untuk singgah minum was to discuss more about our one night stop in Kolumpur. See bukan aku jak yang poyo di situ...bffs lain pun have the same trait ok. I didn't inherit it from the family, I got infected from them instead. We discussed about how to get to the city from the airport...where to stay....and whatnot. As always discussion sebenar akan tersasar gila jau dari yang asal. Boleh kunun keluar topik mau kasi cari aku boyfriend di sana. Of all things, that's the only stuff they can brightly think of. I thought kamurang ok with my current status. Single but unavailable. So what's the need to find me a partner there? Ok fine...sebenarnya mahu tapi malu mau admit jak. Toing toing. That's why I made a request...hmm more to prerequisite though. No surfer because I prefer painter. Nah kan the demanding me akhirnya tunjuk belang.

Conclusion untuk discussion kelmarin? To be continued this evening. We'll be crashing Laura's crib. Sekali ada lagi suggestion mau tinguk bola di sana. Perlukah aku follow? Dapatkah aku control macho volume suara yang berabis not so high pitching ni? Takut jak hilang nilai sentimental perempuan half kadazan Melayu terakhir aku. Ndak bah, I kid u. NOT. Will try my best to uphold my harga kendiri diri. Sila simpan muntah kau, banyak lagi baki kelmarin belum aku sempat buang. This time alone, u just have to endure with my oh so adorable personabintanglity. I guess gara² Italy's defeat last night lah aku jadi mereng gini tau. Ugh I barely can't accept the fact that they've failed. I cried when I saw #18 shed his tears. Yes aku emo orangnya...the empathy side in me is pretty strong.

Wait & see jak lah nanti hasil so called discussion kami. Jangan jak divert to sesi anyam ketupat or sesi menggemukan perut yang sedia nan boroi.

On another update on my 2nd date last night. Met my 2 YS ladies whom I haven't seen for ages. Sangatlah lama padahal baru ngedate tinguk Shrek Final Chapter tu ari. Nah kau ngam ka tu tajuk latest movie tu? Biarlah yang penting ada bunyi kan. Miss K was 1 hour plus plus of late. Luckily Miss Z & I arrived at the same time. Jadinya perbincangan dua hati berlangsung hanya antara kami berdua. As usual, berkongsi cerita perihal hati...perihal kerja...perihal kepeningan...perihal stress...perihal segala segulu. Aku list down sini karang...ada aku yang merah mata membaca nanti. Tu jak lah antaranya sesi curhat kami...ala bukan banyak pun.

This morning...bangun agak late. Pas bersiap...aku dapat rasa hati adalah muram & kusam. Macam kurang cahaya. Mana ndak, di hari Jumaat nan penuh berkat aku terlajak tidur lantas telah menggadai S. Padaaaaaaaaaaaaan muka. Bunyi alarm aku ignore...siap di-switch off lagi supaya no further sound to wake me up. Sekali dikasi lontar permulaan hari yang langsung ndak best....baru kau merasa sana cik Err. Do not blame anyone or anything right now...it is solely ur fault. Yes, I heard u loud & clear Ms. Guilty Conscience.

Hati rasa hambar...rasa kosong. NIL. Gila lah guna ayat skema bola tu. On the way to workplace, I bumped into 2 accidents. Mengucap panjang dalam hati...syukur umur aku masih panjang. Allah masih bagi peluang untuk aku berjumpa Z & A. Insya Allah M & I as well.

Alhamdulillah juga doa aku Dia dengar. Ya kau harap didengar tapi arahan Dia boleh jak kau tinguk sudut pandangan sisi. If His orders have smell...lama sudah kali ditahan nafas supaya ndak terhidu. Oh betapa jahil...betapa cepat lupa diri. Baru jak dikasi nikmat...sudah sombong riak.

The itchiness has finally lessen a bit...I no longer scratching the body like a mad monkey. Masih ada sisa baki tapi ndak lah sekerap dulu. I can sail to dreamland at ease without having to battle with the itch like before. Although kes nosebleed masih berterusan...aku ndak risau lebey. Lain kalau darah tu mengalir macam air paip keluar dari lubang hidung...tu harus aku pingsan. Before dapat fikir cara untuk cease the flowing blood aku memang kena pingsan dulu. Barulah ada unsur drama sikit. Hihihi.

Hohoho I gotta now. After Maghrib, will be out to CP with mother. I have few things to buy. Bekalan dong. Malam nanti, selesai urusan gue ama teman² di Kolopis gue akan update lagi ya. Tinggal dulu.

Ngomong ngomong apa ya...

Pasrah jak lah jadi sang aku...semalam tinguk game between Eng & Svn, second half aku sudah belayar. Seawal jam 3pagi...bangun lagi untuk tinguk Germany. Sekalinya, habis first half aku belayar sudah lagi. Mother proudly bertahan pegang title penonton bola paling setia.

I don't know why I was feeling kinda exhausted last night. I didn't do anything that tires me yesterday. Pfft I think too much leaving the catering order to Bungsu. Seriously kalau ada perubahan saat akhir, I don't think Bungsu will be able to handle. Poor him...selfish me. Aku ndak tau bah akan ada katering masa² gini. Spoil betul mood untuk bercuti. Me & the bffs finalized about this whole trip since Jan...this catering order reached our table last month. Jadinya silalah jangan peningkan kepala, boleh? How do I get the mind to rest from rarifying? For few days pun cukup sudah tu.

Baru ni the person in charge for the order told me...makan beradab will be held on the 30^th of June. Pingsan! I am still in Kolumpur at that time. Will only be back to KK malam tu. Demam kepialu aku fikir ni benda semua bah. Bikin sakit otak...bikin lemah jantung...bikin muka jadi cute & extra menawan. Bah kasi sedia plastik sambut muntah hijau kau sana.

This morning, I gave Pak Laba a call. He will be our supir during our trip this weekend. Baru lah kunun aku rasa mau peluk² cium² diri sendiri. Aku adalah bangga, sila tahu. 15 minit kami diskusi. Harus wei bangga sebab sepanjang waktu itu, aku berbicara di dalam bahasa Indon. Ok fine...maybe ndak lah 100% lurus but at least I didn't bumbled. Important part, he understood the rubbish things I uttered. Oh sungguh lah seventh heaven dunia ini. Alhamdulillah semua sudah settle. Tinggal bawa badan jak nanti di sana.

I'll discuss more with him once I reached Bali on Sunday morning. As I will arrived 6 hours ahead of the bffs; I plan to kill my time by wandering around Denpasar area. Pak Bali akan bawa gue ke sana...jalan, makan, lawat tempat nan indah juga untuk membeli membelah sedikit sebanyak. Before fetching the rest at the airport later that evening. Oh aku adalah suka momento begitu. Solely me moment. Cruel gila perangai mengasi tinggal teman lain. Bukan sengaja aku terlain flight sama diorang. Ni lah namanya, takdir. I was worried to the core upon knowing I will be there hours earlier...all by myself. Nasib Ell & K'Jo kestau there's nothing to worry about once I reached there. Orang sana adalah alim & they respect outsiders. Lagi, dorang memang pegang kuat hukum karma. Tu pasal aku nggak perlu khuatir. Alhamdulillah...ndak sudah aku risau ndak tentu pasal.

Mentar lagi akan ke Wisma bertemu Heldah & Laura. Nemani Laura menukar uang juga untuk diskusi lebih lanjut mengenai trip kami. Malam akan ke Alamesra, ngedate sama Kizzy & Zai. Nah kau kepeningan kan bila datang bulan gila aku mencampur aduk bahasa serta tatabahasa. Terima seadanya jak la perubahan hormon aku sekarang ni. Early this morning, tengah bersihkan lubang hidung before mandi tiba² darah mengalir. Sudah start lagi sesi drama awal pagi. Di cafe, I blew my nose once again. Sekali yang kuar darah berketul². Which has turned jelly-like. Ugh nose bleed invites no worries to the mind. Accustomed to it already.

*ditulis setelah balik dari jumpa c Lau & Held*

Ok nanti akan update cerita lanjut tentang 2 perjumpaan di atas. Malam ni malam Jumaat...jadi kena sign out awal dikit. Pas solat mau ngedate dengan Dia. Juga sedekah Y untuk saudara sekalian. Selamat ya.

Comelnya...rasa mau katuk pun ada

Aku is watching Korean movie titled ...ing through online just now. In such peaceful environ.

Ya...itu memang tajuk dia. dot dot dot ing.

Sedang asyik melayan perasaan boleh jak pc ni hang. Pasrahnya gue! Sudah lah kalau membuffer di ofis ni memang berkurun mau menunggu. Kesabaran aku tunggu loading dekat 15 mins untuk 1 section sija. Ada another 9 sections mau diloadingkan. Lepas restart, harus lah 2 sections yang sudah boleh ditinguk senang hati tu lesap. Tu ari meninguk Tada Kimi sikit punya smooth. Broadbandung namanya pun...harus connection selembab mungkin. Nasib lah aku orangnya penuh keayuan kesabaran...aku tetap continue hasrat untuk menuntun walau terpaksa menunggu lagi sekali.

Ni hari kena tunaikan hajat gue kelmarin. That is to shower Kens & get my jeans altered. Kelmarin dalam mood ndak bermaya hence I just went back home after work instead of proceeding with the initial plan. Mesti kena jadi juga ni hari. Insya Allah. Aku ndak mau melekat sama si procrastinator for too long sebab nanti confirm jadi pemalas & less energetic once the semester reopen. 2 months duduk berehat & buat kerja ala kadar di cafe...buat aku lemau. Aku adalah tidak seproduktif atau seaktif dulu.

Baru dapat order katering untuk puluhan orang for this week, aku sudah macam hilang arah. Kelam kelibut. Perhaps I worried too much thinking the worst that could happened with our service while I was out of the country. Not that I can't count on Bungsu, really. It's just that all this while I've been coordinating the catering alone. I don't know how Bungsu will handle it but I pray for it to have a smooth sailing. Mau bercuti pun masih in the mood to make things more complicated. Bawa lah bertenang wahai cik Err. Ndak lama berputih lah semua rambut ko tu.

Lensa Ayam

Baru kembali dari bertemu bffs di Yoyo, Lintas. Ok tipu...

Sampai rumah around 11-ish sebenarnya.Kunci rumah aku hilang DALAM kereta Madam Laura. Luckily mother was still awake. Dari bawah kedengaran sayup² jelas suara beliau berteriak g.o.a.l.

sigh I wondered whose the not so lucky toyol took the keys. Mustahil jatuh di luar kereta because I remembered Laura told me that she accidentally dropped down my keys; few seconds after the incident. I thought the keys fall under her seat so I didn't bother looking for it. Konon balik dari lepak baru cari. Padan muka kau...godek kereta macam cari dadah yang diseludup jak. Nan ado house keys aku.

Tadi nonton match between France & Rep. South Africa. Walau sampai rumah match sudah 2^nd half....ku gagahkan juga untuk join berteriak menonton. Hampas sama aksi hambar pemain France...they cast down my enthusiasm to support the team. Main sikit punya kacau bilau...macam terror lagi kali kalau dorang Chombee & Chomel main bubut di rumah ni. Ok fine...abaikan realiti fakta bongok itu. I just wanted to emphasize my point & make it clear to u bah.

But seriously, diorang main macam AYAM. Note to Laura & Grunge; not the ayam we talked about last night, arachii. Tiba² kunun kan aku semangat komen pasal bola. Padahal di peringkat awal tu ari, I don't even give a damn what teams yang qualified. Sebab mindset sudah list down teams yang layak beforehand. Choii!

Anyways, things at work entered the busy phase beginning yesterday. We received a catering order from the student board for the new students induction program. For this week, akan cater para AJK yang sejemput jak. But on Saturday number of people to cater will increase. Alhamdulillah masih ada rezeki dari Nya. Yang bikin payah dealing sama uni ni bila bab payment. Harus aku rasa mau tumbuh uban 1 kepala baru settle bab tu. Order laju...service kami pun dorang mau sepantas kilat...tapi time proses form untuk luluskan payment macam mau tunggu 1 tahun. Let alone untuk release cheque. Berkurun lama ku rasakan....cinta ku padamu.

Bungsu will handle the order until I get back from the trip. Harapnya ndak lah dia kepeningan; kesian bah pula aku rasa. Haiya...serba salah kunun terus bah.

Itch mite...shoo away

Adalah dengan rasmi...punggung nan seksi ku telah dicemari dengan vaksin. I went to see Dr. J right after work yesterday. Couldn't stand the itchiness any more. I can't forbear myself from scratching forever. The intolerable hot weather worsen the situation. Heat makes me feel completely uncomfy hence moody mode rise up.

Most of the times, I think scratching is the only remedy that could ease the itch. Rubbing the skin gently isn't helping...at all. Mau membelai kulit sebegitu rupa...harusla bukan dalam gene aku kan.

The itch lessen. Alhamdulillah. But the reddish spots are visible; still. The ones on the face are slowly fading by now. Last night before I went for a date with CR, I asked mother to bathe me with Agnesia powder. Its cooling effect soothe the itchiness. And apparently for my case, comfy state vanishes the bursting anger. Thumbs up to CR as well, that awesome kick of urs made my evening. Hilang bah baki kegatalan...yang emerged hormone geletis.

From now on, I'm going to do some cleansing on the system. I need to detox. Also I am so gonna be strict with my eating habit. I will not consume food that I'm not allow to have. At least untuk waktu darurat ini. Too much toxin produce by the foods I'm allergic at; is the main cause that brings out the itch. Constant scratching / rubbing causes skin irritation which then leads the itch mite to infect the skin & eventually invite scabies. Thanks itch mite for infecting the system.

I'm gonna meet Laura after work today. C Kens hasn't shower for 2 weeks. Mother starts making statements about it already. Will be going to Wisma to bathe her & later to Pasar Besar to alter my jeans.

Tonight I'm going to sort out the clothes to bring to Bali. Punya poyo gaban. Baru pigi Indon, kalau pigi tempat jauh harus jadi macam c Carrie & bffs. Berluggage². Pedulikan aku jadi sayur pahit sebentar....gue kok mau liburkan hati di sana nanti.

Please pray for this infection thing to end before the trip.

Those shuddery spots are killing my mood..

Alhamdulillah I had a great & worthful weekend... I’m bless with contentment & intense joy.

Early Saturday morning, Laura forced & threatened dragged me to the boat race at Public Park, Likas Bay. She’s being invited by Maya’s teacher; kunun buat charity work. Sekali tinguk paling banyak gambar posing kami sija. Menjelang noon, we headed to Tg Aru with Ebeth & cos. Konon continue posing...it’s their bff photo session. Cuba try test KK market for Linawa Photography. Mesti ada portfolio untuk bagi benda ni jalan lancar. Laura sent me back & reached home at 2pm.

Accompanied by mother, I went to watch Sex & The City 2 later that evening. We were 10 minutes of late to enter the hall but luckily we didn’t miss much. Thanks to me for stopping by to withdraw money. Promised mother I’ll be all ready by 7pm but being the well known time dragger that I am, we left the house 20 minutes late than the scheduled time. Also millionth thanks to my light dinner session at Yoyo Cafe in Lintas. Finally, the bubble/pearl is back. No longer kempunan of bubble drink for cik Err.

Arrived Suria Sabah at 825pm & the show has started. There’s a pretty long queue at the ticket counter when we reached the cinema lobby. While lining up to purchase our tickets, mother told me to switch to A-Team if SATC has long started. I nodded straight away to her ‘command’. I don’t mind watching that flick for the 2^nd time because I know it’s worth my money.

The ticket lady told me if I still wanted to purchase the ticket I probably have missed SATC intro scene. But I don’t mind missing the intro part...as long as I can watch the movie. Nasib ndak dapat class kambing.

I rated this movie 5 out of 5. Wah there I go again...me playing with numbers. Malar dari hari tu lagi. Those who haven’t watched this movie...better get ur ass to the cinema. Especially for those who need to loosen up the tenseness. Those foursome wonderful awesome ladies will definitely untangle ur twisted mind. But be warned though...SATC is an 18sx rated flick. Jadi sila buka minda awal before proceeding with ur intention to watch.

Enough of my Saturday...

Yesterday, had breakfast with mother at Kak Nong’s cafe near home. Sedap² makan, harus malu di situ sebab baru perasan duit dalam purse hanya tinggal RM1. Pucat kau. Luckily the bank is just in the vicinity of the cafe. Mother saved our kemaluan life. Sebab aku masih tengah melantak jadinya dialah yang kena pigi withdraw duit. Lalala~~bangga gaban.

After breakfast, went straight to Putatan. Some of the family went to late Aunt Ana, nenek & datuk resting place. Misi utama: Mau pasang tiles rumah baru aunty. And also kasi bersih their places. Alhamdulillah all went well. Pastu lunch ramai² at aunt Adie’s house. I made the lunch...sekian. Balik dari Putatan, had tea with Laura & Maya at Upperstar, Lintas. And killed my Sunday night watching the WC match between Italy & NZ.

Thing I dislike about myself when watching a football match; I enjoyed stressing the mind. Yang nafas fluctuate kalau penalty...yang tahan nafas kalau agak² the player gets the shot to score a goal. Hampas betul. Bila game habis, aku pun tercungap kepenatan. As if I played as well.

Mission to watch the match early this morning, failed. Overslept. And clumsiness was my first name this morning. I left both my phones at home. Only realized it upon reaching mother’s office.

At this very moment, I’m feeling a bit suffocated. Macam ada batu stuck in my chest I couldn’t breathe properly. Ni mesti kes bola semalam...still can’t get over it.

Before I pen off...quick update on my gatal² miang case. It’s getting worse by now. I can’t help myself but to scratch more. The scariest part finally occurred...thing that I’ve been worrying & fearing about. Muka gue sudah selamat menerima kehadiran few spots. I think I should wear gloves when I sleep. I don’t know when did I do that...obviously memang time ndak sedar diri ketiduran. Sudah ada lecetan di sebelah kiri bibir...kebidakan gaban. I really wish those spots will vanish before the weekend comes. Like; really really wish. I pray hard kama ni.

Missing the bubble drink...

Initial plan was to go to CP. I need to run some errand assigned by beloved Angah. On my way to fetch Laura whom agreed to accompany me, I received a text saying that instead of going to CP I could just do it online.

It's indeed a relieved for me as I was worried getting caught in the traffic jammed if I were to enter the city. Hence, I asked bro whom was at home to help me with the stuff. While Laura & I went to Yoyo in Lintas.

Spending the drizzling evening munching the ever delicious croissant & garlic cheese; sipping the ever tasty bubble-less tea drink with the bff...that's what I called bliss. After Yoyo-ing, I went to her house & stayed there while waiting for the clock to strike 5pm. Met the princess daughter of her; ever adorable Maya. Yang memang super duper princess just like her mommy. And finally I heard a word of bahasa she uttered...princess BAJU.

Laura & yours truly at her residence in Kolopis.

Maya who stole the limelight from mommy the moment she was born.

Didn't go out last night...stayed home & finished the house chores. Later glued my sexy lazy bum in front of cik Asus. Went to bed at 1030pm...surprisingly despite the ongoing itchiness, I managed to hit the sack earlier than the other nights before. I went straight to dreamland after I ended my 30mins conversation with Pijut over the phone. I'm proud of myself. Padahal yesterday I did nothing tiring. Boleh jak tidur sebegitu awal....soundly lagi tu. Oh punya lah cute macam sleeping beauty. Nah kau, tiba². Kes haven't completely woke up from dreaming lah ni.

And I miss Pijut. Thanks darling for calling last night. About the gatal², u don't need to worry much. It's nothing. I'll get healthy soon I promise I'll be more careful with the food I consume. Anyways, let us start dreaming about the places we wanted to go. Then struggle to make it real. Insya Allah. Oit, I really mean it tau. Walau kita akan pigi separately. Ngeh~~

Bila bunga cinta berguguran...

Note: This entry has got nothing to do with the post title. Sangkyu.

Assalamualaikum. A nyeo sayo.

Pagi tadi bangun dengan keadaan paling lemau selemaunya. Saw spot of blood on the bed...ingatkan kedatangan bulan penuh rupanya bintat merah di lengan kiri aku berdarah. Hasil keganasan bila aku menggaru di kala sedang tidur. Aku dalam keadaan unconscious...jadi hilang lah ayu lemah gemalai.

Upon reaching the cafe...I received quite an annoying phone call from this guy who has been calling me since yesterday. And to date, I already received 20 missed calls from him. I’m pissed to the very core. Why the not answering attitude? It’s the best way to avoid further misunderstanding. Also to stave me off from getting more irritated. Ok wait, it's not what u might think. Ini bukan cerita kekasih bergaduh or yang sewaktu dengannya. Its just that I dislike people who enjoyed forcing me to do something. And worst still, love giving me the look as if I’m the evil queen when I opted to not respond to her/his wants.

This guy placed 1 important request & I need Bungsu’s approval to proceed. So I told him to wait for my call. I’ll get back to him once I have the approval. But he just seems to not understand the word wait. Perhaps, waiting is something that doesn’t exist in his vocab. Or something that torture his mind. Either way, aku masih ndak kesukaan kalau dipaksa. In fact, request dia tu pun ikut kerelaan hati ok. Kalau kami mau bagi, we’ll let u know. U don’t have to keep calling & chasing me as if I’m in debt with u. Argh, donation isn’t supposed to be associated with incessant phone calls.

Ni siap tanya berapa dapat bagi...bila dapat bagi...agak² adakah sumbangan; oh dear for God sake aku kesemputan nafas. Begitu besar organization kamurang...ndak kan ndak da tabung or fund among members. Ndak kan langsung ndak da yang contribute. Bukan berkira untuk bersedekah...siapa yang ndak mau rebut pahala free kan. Yet when such situation occured... I can’t help but to be a lil bit dramatic. Stress, that is. As far as I’m concerned, sumbangan is reckoned as seikhlas hati seringan jiwa mau memberi.

But when u deliberately makes me look guilty at myself because I responded a bit late to ur request...I called that bull! Just so u know, my company is a bit suspicious over the donation thing. Ur letter got no reference number; informal although u used a letter head; grammars were upside down; u cc to no one not even for filing & u signed the letter on ur behalf. Aren’t u the secretary? I never thought u have the authority to sign a letter for donation request. IF only I can publish the letter here...lucky aku konon teguh berpegang to the work ethics.

Biarlah...we will donate some money. Yang tu niat untuk sedekah but apa yang dia mau buat with the money, it’s up to him. That will be between him & The Almighty. Aku pun pelik konsep sedekah orang zaman millennium ni. From what I’ve read in the book & heard from few ceramah(s), sedekah adalah untuk orang kurang kemampuan. The unfortunate ones. Bukan untuk yang mampu. Lagi pula, di mana saluran hasil sedekah akan sampai pun penting. Kalau sekadar untuk suka² pun dikira worthless. Because matlamat sudah ke laut...

Nevermind that as long as the Lord above knows our intention. Therefore, I rest my case now. Still feeling a bit exhausted though. I feel like I was chased by some moron loan shark. Ugh.

Of a sudden…I feel totally demotivate. Truth is, despite adrenaline rush towards the Korean/Japanese movies marathon…I am kinda feeling empty inside. I don’t know how to explain this in details. It’s like there’s a hole inside my soul. Not knowing what brings more misery to the mind. sigh

And the face proves it all. Looking all careworn & haggard from sleeplessness. Right now, those so called insect bites look rather reddish because of incessant scratching. What scares me the most is when I accidentally saw few similar dots on the cheek area. Ugh nightmare will be my ultimate best friend if they stay there forever. I need to do something to make them vanish. This allergy kinda thing really gets me on my nerves.

Be grateful already will u cik Err. U’re lucky ur face doesn’t look like it’s just being bombard by missile of pimples. Mau kau orang cakap muka kau macam ada pesta jerawat jerawit? Not in a million years aight? So shut it up now. *Read: My 2 cents for the haggard mind*

To distract mind from being a total jerk thinking of useless stuffs, gotta change the topic.

Yesterday evening I went out to meet Ayu & her lil family who came from Kolumpur. They were here to attend a friend’s wedding in Beaufort. I went out regardless the itchiness that feel as if its crawling all over the body. Pat on my back, I managed to hold myself from scratching serupa beruk all along the dinner. The son wasn’t being so friendly with me. They just got back from Mamutik Island that evening & he was already asleep when they arrived at Sugar Bun. So I guess tiredness explained his not in the mood to play with Aunty Kakak Bibie attitude.

Mommy Ayu, Awisy & Kak Bibie

1 thing satisfied me for sure…I finally get to stamp my trademark bite on his arm; leaving him shouting his highest octave note. Ampun mommy & daddy si tahap gaban comel adorable bite-able Awisy. Walau ndak mau melekat sama aku, boleh jak dia curi² tinguk aku. Eleh, kakak tau kakak lawa super duper cute.

Funny thing was whenever I asked him to smile for the camera…he will showed me his cheeky smile; dengan tujuan menunjuk tayang few milk tooth of his. Hampas betul. Tengah nangis pun boleh pause kejap…showed the tooth…later continue crying. Betul drama king.

See the cheeky tricky face...ada rasa mau gigit lagi sekali ok.

I couldn’t push myself early this morning. That is to tag along with Laura & Turaks to watch the WC match at JPoint. Although Laura told me about the plan earlier, I just couldn’t make it. I have an appointment with the skin specialist today & I was mentally tired after meeting the friends. Knowing that the body couldn’t stand late night out, I had to declined the invitation. Poor big sis; I left her spending time alone with our so called ultimate foe. I bet they had great time watching the match. And thanks for not getting mad at me, Laura. I’ll make it up to u later. Or better, I’ll cook for u. Ngeh ayat kena power mampus to draw the aura to forgive & forget.

Enough with lovey dovey romantic movies…I am currently driving myself towards horror flicks. I am a diehard fan of horror films. Selalu haus cerita seram hasil negara sendiri but almost all brought me down to devastation eventually. Except Jangan Tegur. Also cerita yang dulu kala. For instance horror film by Noor Kumalasari. Yang tu memang ngeri tahap gaban sampai kalau mau pigi toilet malam², mesti kalau boleh seluruh penghuni rumah dikasi bangun untuk kasi kawan. Ok itu tipu…hakikat, hanya arwah nenek jak yang aku punya daya untuk kasi bangun. Aku kan cucu nenek. The most beloved grandchildren…harus la sebab aku kan the eldest.

Death Bell 2008

Gotta go...mau nonton wayang seram. Mari buat imbasan to the above picture. Kalau mau tau kenalah nonton sendiri ya. Grrrr. Kau pun tau orang diorang kalau buat cerita memang sungguh². Harapan memang ndak kan kempis kalau berpaling kepada hasil diorang.

Still in the realm of love with the Koreans & Japanese; I am. Punya kick cara diorang ni buat filem. Selalu aja buat dada gue berombak kencang. Bila ketawa...sungguh² aku buraikan isi perut. Because they deserved the credit. Bila scene sedih...harus la lelehan airmata aku macam boleh dibuat stok setahun. Hmm langsung ndak sama dengan scene LBS di mana c Lisa itu pam airmata tapi 1 tetes pun ndak berjaya dikeluarkan. Haiyaa...ndak kan dorang ndak tau the existence of eye-mo kan.

Yesterday, aku isi masa lapang menonton movie ini. Terima jak la kenyataan aku adalah pekerja non productive saat ini. Sila tahu, cuti semester harus dipersalahkan dalam hal ini ok.

Tada Kimi wo Aishiteru; ni kali aku melayan cerita Jepung pula.

I rated this flick...5 out of 5. From the super kawaii character of the heroin...till part sedih yang sedih; sedih. Walau aku tengok di youtube yang alahai kualiti gambar nan ado...still aku satisfed tahap gaban with the stories they've produced so far. They are genuinely affecting performances.

While typing this, I am actually in the midst of waiting for the Jmovie titled Yuuki to finish buffering. Another Japanese movie by Oguri Shun. Man of my so called Japanese life. Lalala~~

Flipping back to my previous entries...it's obvious my obsession addiction to Kmovie & Jmovie has egressed. Izinkan aku jadi sang pemalas...menikmati masa nan lapang ni before aku transform back to lipas kudung when the semester reopen. Because di kala itu nanti...jangan bilang mau cari movie yang best; hatta mau klik search tab pun aku kemalasan.

Of being a killer...

The loo has become my best friend for the past 48 hours. I guess something wrong with the regulator that controls the urine flow.

Ok lah fine...I admit. The blame shall not go to anything or anyone but me. I’ve been consuming my daily oh so irresistible coffee excessively since Saturday. 6 cups daily definitely will end up with such consequence. Padan muka.

Pfft...I hit the sack early last night. Finally. But got woken up in the middle of night by the children. Of all time, they chose 2am to play hide & seek. Police & theft. As if the lovely lass lying peacefully on the bed...sleeping soundly; didn’t exist at all. My body even became their fortress. Bengang. I was deprive of a good sleep the past few days...just when I thought I’ll be getting a good deep one last night; the children destroyed it. Sudah la I had some serious issue with the bladder before I went sailing to dreamland.

So I woke up this morning resembling a zombie. Panda eyes are so obvious. Duh, what do I expect after nights of sleep deficiency huh. I forced myself to wake up & dragged my lazy bum to work. It’s the semester break, lucky me. Orang ndak keramaian sangat di cafe jadinya aku adalah bebas buat sebarang aktiviti. Hatta untuk membongkang. But unfortunately...kalau sudah namanya ada di ofis, harus mata aku terbuntang luas. Regardless how sleepy I am before going to work...but to put myself to sleep is barely impossible. Hence I kill time watching movie online...updating this site & whatnots. Speaking of extremely dedicated poyo employee here...*clearing throat*

Nothing much to do at the office during the semester break. Cafe selenggang Sahara Desert. Might be busy with catering orders by next week though. I need to coordinate everything accordingly because some of the events will be held during my trip to Bali. sigh Hope all will go well. Poor Bungsu to have to manage the delivering by himself later. Boo hoo me for accepting the order prior looking on the dates first.

I gotta end this entry here. Mak aii selama ni ndak pernah ada proper intro to end my post...ni kali kunun tripping. Ahaks. I’ve just completed downloading Daisy; another touching KMovie. The hero with the cheeky smile was from the movie A Moment to Remember. Twit, that movie pun extra best. Take my word, u will cry buckets in spades.

Daisy (2006)

A Moment to Remember (2004)

- this was introduced by Ijal & wifey. They even lend me the cd yang sikit mau dibuat warisan hakiki.

Ok then, its time for another date with the Koreans. Love it. Bye.