Astaghfirullah

I haven't cry over something sad for quite sometime already. But right now, I feel like crying my heart out loud. 

Something I did today I truly regretted. From the very bottom of my heart, I sincerely apologized for BEING IGNORANT & UNCONCERN  towards myself. I really do. I don't have any excuse to give in order for me to be forgiven; but all I really ask for now is a forgiveness. 

As much as I tried to put a happy face in front of everyone, in which I guess I succeeded...inside of me I was actually digging a hole so deep to bury all the tears & griefs I have to swallow. I have no one to shoulder the blame for me & I don't intend to accuse anyone for the mistake I made. For I prefer to eat up my fault & learn from it. 

Insya Allah...janji Nya itu pasti. Kebahagiaan pasti menyusul di sebalik setiap ujian Nya. 

eryantierdabdulkarim