To my beautiful ladies...Aida Rahman & Tihah Mohamed. I send to u warm wishes...pray that ur day filled with blessings, love, joy & peace. Amin.

*Ucapan Khas: Sila tambah anak di tahun depan...ahaks*

Nothing much happened today...nothing to share. I missed my sahur AGAIN...did switched on the alarm but the buzz became a lullaby for me lah pula. Bongos sayur pahit.

No sahur doesn't mean I will skip fasting. I just don't get it...one doesn't fast & started giving ridiculous excuses when being asked; why. Lupa niat; is among the famous one. Harus aku rasa muntah darah; because darling that's sebangos² excuse. Ada lagi kunun cakap sakit...tapi bila bawa pigi tawaf mall laju jak kaki mengikut. Kadang tu lebih galak langkah dari yang membawa. But among the so called self-justification...aku paling ndak dapat terima yang 1 ni. Decided untuk ndak puasa sebab tu hari 'cuti'...the excitement to fast was disrupted hence the no fasting until Aidilfitri. Kira paling tongol tahap dewa gaban. Lagi malu tahap gaban bila time raya, kau jugalah yang paling meriah melebih.

It's kinda frustrating upon seeing situation as such. The true meaning of fasting macam purposely being ignored. Ditapuk, so to say. Nauzubillah...aku doa moga hati aku ditetapkan di jalan yang diredhai oleh-Nya. Jangan lah saki baki pukulan si laknat yang dirantai tu mengasi tunggang terbalik hati aku di bulan mulia ni.

Cik Err...ni kira reminder untuk kau ok. Sila cuba muhasabah diri dengan lebih jitu. Insya Allah. Moga Allah kekalkan hatiku dalam Islam...dan mati di dalamnya.

Today I had my iftar at home. I cooked spaghetti goreng, mixed veggie & sambal telur. Didn't take any pics of them though because I was pretty occupied with the cleaning process. Sedar jak, azan sudah berkumandang. Alhamdulillah for the rezeki. Doa kuat tegar supaya dapat bangun sahur...hamcoi ayam is gonna be the menu. Pancing nafsu sendiri harap boleh bangkit dari tidur.

Gotta stop here...pile of clothes need to be folded. Before ceramah bermula...harus gerak sekarang.

Wahai diri, ingat HARTA hanya sementara, DUNIA bakal ditinggalkan, AMALAN itu bekal dan kekal dalam pemerhatianNya.