Alkisah...this morning, I brought down plastics of rubbish from home. Mau buang dalam green bin on the way out from my house area. Adalah pemalas tahap gaban...siap taruk semua tu sampah dalam Miss Kens sebab ndak mau berjalan ke arah green bin. Sila maklum, sampah adalah kering ok jadi tiada ayat geli di situ.

Hmm atas kerajinan nan jitu maka kelupaan pun melanda....bolehnya sampah tu aku bawa sekali pigi cafe. This happened twice this month...kasi ketawa diri sendiri tadi. Gila jauh aku membuang sampah...from Penampang to Sepanggar. Siap bawa makan angin bah.

I sent mother to her office before heading to workplace. Bumped into an ex-friend of mine. A person whom I called close friend back then. Whom I shared laughter & tears with. Unfortunately; something happened along the way & made me tore the friendship apart. Cause I don't feel like I need to keep the bond anymore. I chose to ditch because I don't favor the word pretending. And I despise the word treachery.

How could I act like nothing happened when in fact, it happened. Coming clean won't make any difference either. Thus, in order to end the chaos I opted backing off. I don't want to lengthen the topsy-turvyness. Tiada guna untuk teruskan that bond if thing as such occurred.

And I'm glad I did what I did. After walking away; loads more shit appeared. Semua yang hidden eventually emerged from the mask. Thank God I didn't take forever to realize the truth...baru nampak kurap sebenar di sebalik topeng itu. Hmm...I bet that person is feeling the same thing too; it's the feeling of blissfulness that we're no longer friends. Regardless what happened...I cherished the memories we once had. Perhaps it is better this way...than continue masking & pretending.

Upon seeing that friend this morning...my heart didn't skip a single beat like it used to. And the fact that I didn't portayed any offending expression; made me feel even good. I guess I no longer hold grudges nor revenge against that person. I don't know if there's still anger left against the rest.

But for now, I know the hatred I once felt had gone. I'm so much relieved.

To YOU, may u have a bless life. Sentiasa dilindungi Allah...insya Allah.

p/s Terima kasih kepada En. Ijal juga kerana telah memungut saya dari Perodua Penampang lantas ke KK untuk lunch & langsung ke tempat kerja di Sepanggar. Al kisah, Miss Kens hanya siap diservis pada jam 6 petang. Harus bangas kan kalau terusan menanti di sana.